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I felt a pang in my heart and a lump in my throat formed.

He was falling in love with me? No, he can't I'll reuin his life if he let's me in his heart.

I'm nothing but a burden and bad luck. I care for him too much. I can't let that happen.

I won't let it happen. He means to much to me.

I could feel the tears stinging my eyes and I let one fall silently.

I looked around worried someone had seen. But luckily no one had.

"Alright I've had enough! Get out until you can open your mouth and not insult me every time you do!"

Ringo pulled John across the room by his shirt, and dragged him to the door.

"Come on Ringo! Look I'm sorry. Can we please talk this out?"

John locked his hands together begging.

"No, we've talked out enough. So just get out until you can come back with a new clean mindset."

Ringo opened the door and pulled John by his shirt out and down the driveway.

"Oh come on mate, you're not that heartless!"

John chased Ringo back to the door and right before he could make it inside Ringo slammed the door shut.

I waited a minute and not long after I heard a muffled voice through the door.

"Okay, maybe you are."

The room broke out in laughter as George and Paul moved from their places and over to the door.

Paul put his ear up to the door. "Do you think we should go out there with him?"

George shook his head. "Nah, let him sit out in the cold for a bit. Maybe he'll gain his senses."

Paul gave George a look and shook his head. "We aren't that heartless."

George laughed and patted Paul on the back. "Alright let's go save your boyfriend."

Paul turned to George and pointed a finger at him.

"I thought we dropped that little joke."

"Oh shut up Paul and come on! We will see you two later, goodbye Ellie, goodbye Ringo!"

George grabbed Paul by his shoulders as he shoved him out the door.

"Goodbye George, keep Lennon away would ya!" Ringo laughed peeking his head outside.

"Will do Ringo, bye now!"

Me and Ringo watched as he shut the door. I sat there and picked some fuzz off of my jeans.

Everything was silent and I could feel Ringo looking my way.

I tried to ignore but I couldn't. I raised my head to find him sitting beside me.

"Ellie..... "

"Yes, Ringo"

I-I...... Um I'm going to go get dressed. So... Uh, yeah."

I watched in disappointment as he left the room. I felt my heart sink and tears stung my eyes.

Why do I want him to tell me that he loves me?

Because you love him. And you know he loves you.

No, I dont want him to. I mean I do, but I know if he does, his heart will get broken. And I rather see him not love me, than to see him suffer a broken heart.

I stood up from the couch and paced around the room.

As I walked in circles around the outside of the living room, something suddenly caught my eye.

The door to the room where Ringo had taken John was open, and I could see a pair of drumsticks laying on a tom tom.

Out of curiosity I let myself travel into the room.

It was a huge studio. There were guitars hanging along the red velvet walls, the drumset sat in the middle of the space. And as I turned slowly there was I piano sitting in the corner.

I glanced around to make sure Ringo was no where around. I sat myself down at the piano.

I smiled to myself and sighed shakily as I laid my fingers upon the keys.

They were cold to my fingertips touch and sent chills down my spine.

I breathed deep as I pressed down a key.

My heart began to pound out of my chest as I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes.

I let my fingers flow upon the keys as I played.

My mind became locked inside the music and nothing else in the world could awake me from this moment.

So without knowing it I began to sing.

Damaged, hurt, indescribable pain.

So I left my life behind to go and regain.

And then I saw you across the street.

Never in my life I thought we would meet.

How was I to know we would be falling in love.

How was I to know we would be falling in love.

All these feelings inside telling me its right.

But, I have to remember what happened that night.

Damaged, hurt, indescribable pain.

So now I am here and I feel a regain.

Well you looked into my eyes.

And I felt something inside.

How was I to know we would be falling in love.

How was I to know we would be falling in love.

How was I to know I would fall in love with.... You.

Slowly I let my fingers fall from the keys into my lap.

I breathed heavily and could feel the tears coming back.

Why are these lyrics true?

"Ellie." I snapped my head to the voice to see Ringo standing in the doorway.

I quickly wiped away my tears and sniffed.

"Love, did you write that?"
Ringo came and sat beside me.

I nodded my head and let a tear fall. Ringo smiled but soon lost the bright smile and furrowed his eyebrows with concern.

"Ellie, why are you crying love?" He wiped my tears away with his thumbs, but more just fell.

"These bloody lyrics are true!" I sobbed out.

Ringo's soft eyes suddenly lost that spark they once had.

"I am falling in love with you. But I can't! I can't! I'll only hurt you! That's all I can do! That's all I'm good for!"

I stood abruptly and slung my arms around as I sobbed out my words.

"I'm not worth anything! No one will ever love me! Because....... Because.

"I am a worthless, ugly, desperate, piece of crap!"

I slid down the studio door and tucked my legs up, I put my face in my knees. And let myself cry.

I didn't know what else to do. So I sat there and sobbed.

"Ellie, come here." Ringo sat next to me and brought me up close to him.

He wrapped his arms around me pulling me close. I laid my head on his chest as I cried.

He rubbed the top of my head and rocked us back and forth.

"Ellie, I dont know who said those awful things to you. But you are worth more than my entire life. You are everything."

Ringo breathed heavily. "My life had no meaning until I met you. And if I was to lose you. There would be no reason for me to live.

Ellie, you are gorgeous. Just to even look into your honey golden eyes is a privilege."

Ringo's voice cracked and he held my face in his hands.

My eyes met his and they were all red and puffy.

"Elise, I love you. And I don't care what I have to go through to keep it that way.

I will do anything to keep you mine. Because I truly, sincerely, love you."

A tear rolled down his cheek and as I looked into his watery eyes I saw something I had never seen before.

I saw love. He had love in his eyes. That lust, that passionate loving gaze in his eyes. I had been waiting for something to show me what true love was. And this was it.

Slowly Ringo's lips came inches away from mine. Just as our lips were about to touch he stopped.

I was longing for his kiss, but he just stayed there staring at my lips desirably.

I placed my hand on his cheek and brushed my fingers across his smooth skin.

I gazed into his beautiful crystal eyes. He held my hand and played with my fingers.

"Dont let me go."

Ringo shook his head and came closer. "Never."

Our lips finally touched and his warm lips caressed mine slowly.

I ran my hands through his hair as he deepened the kiss.

He pressed our bodys together in this true moment.

We would part for a breath, but somehow our lips would find each other again.

His strong arms held my body tight against his.

When the long passionate kiss finally ended, our heavy breaths collided as we stared into each others eyes.

"I love you Ringo. Please. Dont ever let me go."

Ringo shook his head and the tears showed in his eyes.

"I won't ever let you go. I promise that whenever you feel your about to fall, my arms will always be there to catch you."

"I love you Ellie."

A tear trickled down my cheek and I sniffled.

"And I love you Ringo."

Once more our lips met creating a tender, passionate kiss.
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