C H A P T E R
F O R T Y - T W O

The sound of the unexpected rain storm crashed against her windows as lightening and thunder struck all around them, while the two of them were having sex. Completely unphased and unbothered by the dangerous weather outside.

The room was completely dark causing the lightening to be their light whenever it struck and the only sounds that could be heard besides the storm was their moans along with the song Easy by DaniLeigh featuring Chris Brown playing from her speaker lowly.

Riding him slow Ahmad was sitting up holding Crystal very close to him, while he sucked and kissed on her neck before trailing his kisses down to her breast. Taking one of her titties into his mouth Crystal looked down biting her lip as she continued to rock her hips in a slow but steady pace.

What first started off as them just watching a movie together soon led to them kissing and touching each, then to the removal of their clothes, then to her giving him head and it just continued to go on from there.

Placing her hand on the back of his head as he sucked and licked on her nipples, she moaned out from the feeling and gripped his hair a little loving the pleasure she was receiving.

Both moaning together from how good they were both making each other feel. Crystal soon started riding him harder and faster as his hands rested tightly on her waist as she picked up the speed and began bouncing up and down making her titties bounce in the process.

Smirking to herself when he started moaning like a bitch, she slowed up and clenched her walls around his dick.

Throwing his head back Ahmad couldn't believe how much of a bitch he sounded right now. Usually he tried to surpress his moans, but he couldn't she was riding the shit out of him and he was loving every second it. "Fuck, just like that." He gritted out, as she started swirling her hips being extra childish.

When he laid back she leaned forward growing tired and kissed him on the lips sliding her tongue into his mouth as they made out sloppily and hungrily.

Placing his hands on her ass, he smacked and gripped her cheeks roughly as they endulged in a lustful kiss taking away both their breaths. When she pulled away, she started leaving kisses down his chest before swirling her tongue around his nipple.

Stopping her movements Ahmad tapped her and motioned for her to get up. Doing as he wanted, she watched as he began to move himself before he got out of the bed completely. "Bend over." Was all he said and Crystal quickly followed his command ready to recieve some bomb ass backshots.

Getting into position she arched her back mid-perfection so her ass was tooted up in the air on full display causing Ahmad's dick to throb from how hard it was. Stepping a little closer to her, Ahmad slowly stroked himself with one hand while using his free hand to play with her pussy from the back.

"Ahmad.." Crystal whimpered out not really wanted to be teased but that only amped Ahmad up. He wanted her to beg for it.

"What?" He questioned as he continued rubbing his thumb over her clit and sliding two of his fingers in and out.

Trying to muster up her words, Crystal couldn't help but bite her lip and moan from him finger fucking her. Building up the strength she looked back as they locked eyes but he didn't stop his movements instead he sped up. "Whatchu want me to do?"

When her eyes began to roll, she dropped her head into the bed and moaned into the sheets. "S-stop playing and fuck me already." She moaned out but all Ahmad did was smirk since he wanted to have his fun first.

Sliding his fingers out, he grabbed his dick rubbing it up and down her slit teasing her even more before roughly entering her almost causing her to lose her arch, but he held her in place by her waist then slid completely out.

Repeating his motions a few times, Crystal moaned out inaudiable cuss words into her pillow to silence her loud moans a little, but Ahmad soon reached forward and pulled the pillow from up under her and tossed it.

She hated but loved the way he was teasing her, it felt painfully good but she so bad just wanted him to fuck her already. She was craving the dick at this point and her pussy was leaking from how wet he had her.

He slammed into her a few times before stopping all together and Crystal couldn't help but wonder about what he was about to do next.

When she felt him grip and smack her on the ass, she smiled to herself knowing that the time was coming but when she felt the coldness of his tongue swiftly lick her pussy, she tried to run from it but he held her tightly in place and continued eating her out from the back.

Dipping his tongue in and out Crystal began moving her hips back and forth fucking his tongue as she moaned his name making his dick ache even more from how sexy it sounded leaving her mouth.

Ahmad had no intentions of eating her out, but from how wet and fat her pussy was looking he just wanted a taste of it.

It didn't take Crystal long to cum since Ahmad had a way with his tongue but if he had to admit it was almost taking everything in him not to bust. He had to constantly think of other shit to keep him going but it was a few times he almost just said fuck it, but he didn't want to stop.

As she laid their sprawled out on the bed, Ahmad stood up straight and laughed to himself catching her attention. "Don't laugh at me, I don't know what you're doing to me, I ain't never had it like this." She stated as she tried to regain her breath and strength from how crucial that orgasm was.

Hovering over her as she turned on her back to face him, he stroked himself a little before leaning down to kiss her deeply letting her taste herself and sliding in at the sametime catching her completely off guard as she moaned into the kiss.

Wrapping her legs around him and intertwining their fingers together, the sound of her headboard hitting the wall along with their moans could be heard throughout the room as he slowly but roughly fucked her.

Raising up some he grabbed her legs and held them up as he placed em on his shoulders before going deeper as he felt himself about to release. Speeding up his strokes, her titties soon started to bounce as she began to scream and cry out.

"Slow down." She moaned and he did as she wanted as he rode out his nut still slowly stroking her walls being sure to hit that certain spot repeatedly.

Releasing all his kids inside the condom, he laid there for a moment to catch his breath as she did the same before they started kissing again.

Pulling away from the kiss, Ahmad rose up off her and got out of the bed to go and get her a towel from her bathroom. Taking off his condom, he threw it down in the toilet and watched it flush before he grabbed the wash cloth wetting it a little bit and entering the room to see her sleep.

Smiling to himself he reached down and cleaned her up a little bit expecting her to wake up, but she was knocked out at this point.

When he finished, he threw the towel in the clothes bin then slid into bed next to her pulling her into him. Throwing her arm over his chest, she snuggled up against him and drifted right back to sleep leaving Ahmad up to think about everything that has happened and what could possibly happen tomorrow.

Waking up the next day, Ahmad squinted his eyes as the sun shined in through the window damn near blinding him. He wasn't exactly sure what time it was but he figured it had to be later in the day.

Looking to the left of him where Crystal laid completely naked beside him with her arm thrown over his chest sound asleep still, he rested his hand ontop of hers and played with her fingers.

Smiling small to himself, he let out sigh not believing what happened last night actually happened, but he wasn't having any regrets surprisingly either. He had a good time with Crystal and the night ended even better and he honestly didn't see what they had going on ending anytime soon nor did he want it too.

When he agreed to go out with her, he had no intentions of having sex with her in the end. It just happened, the sexual tension along with the physical and emotional attraction was thick and was very present and they couldn't control themselves.

Feeling her move against him, he looked down at her as she slowly woke herself up. While she basically fought her sleep, Ahmad found himself just staring and admiring her natural beauty.

Once her eyes finally opened, she smiled when she caught a glimpse of him then let out a yawn before scooting closer to him and throwing her leg over his. "Good morning."

"Good morning, somebody was sleeping real good I see." He replied back referring to her messed up hair and the skin marks on her face and arms.

Blushing at his comment, she sighed. "Shutup, after a night like last night, who wouldn't? I still can't even feel my legs nigga." She whined before kissing his chest.

Laughing, he shrugged. "You're welcome, that means I did my job."

Rolling her eyes, she sat up and flipped the covers back so she could go and use the bathroom. "You did that and then some, and until this soreness goes away don't talk to me. I said take it easy but instead yo big head ass was fucking me like you was tryna go half on a baby."

When she walked passed him, he smacked her on the butt before getting up and following her into the bathroom not bothering to put any clothes on either.

While she used the bathroom Ahmad stood in the mirror admiring himself and flexing his muscles. Holding up one of his arms up he smiled before leaning over and kissing it. "I'm fine as hell."

Smacking her teeth, she wiped herself then stood up while flushing the toilet before walking over to the sink and bumping him out the way. "You alright or whatever."

Looking down at her, he stepped behind her while she washed her hands. "I was more than alright last night though." He stated as he pressed his morning wood up against her butt and tilted her neck some placing soft kisses on it.

Blushing, she looked up at him through the mirror turning her head slightly and kissing him on the lips a few times, before turning all the way around and wrapping her arms around his neck. "Speaking of last night, we need to talk."

Lifting her up on the counter, he stepped in between her legs. "What's up?"

Letting out a sigh, she looked up at him. "I know your situation with your wife is still an on-going thing, but I swear to you I didn't have any intentions of doing any of this with you at first. I went against my own belief of never sleeping with a married man or doing anything with a married man due to the man possibly leaving me for their wife. But now that it has happened, what does that mean for us? Like I know a relationship isn't what you're looking for and I respect that especially after what you just went through and honestly a relationship is something I can wait on as well since my main focus is my son, but I guess at this point I just want to know like where do I stand and where do we go from this point on and how do you feel about everything?"

Ahmad knew bringing Crystal into his mess that he hasn't fully cleaned up wasn't the best decision, but she really made him happy and he sorta got hooked on that and the last thing he wanted to do was hurt her and he was going to do everything in his power not to.

"Divorcing Cali has been something that has been weighing on my heart for sometime now and last night with you just made me realize that leaving her is the right decision for me mentally and emotionally. Like I don't want to break up my family, but I can't get over what she did and I feel I will never be truly happy with her again nor will I ever trust her. And I'm not even gonna lie the situation that you and me got going on is scaring the shit out of me, but I like being around you and talking to you and I don't want whatever this is to end." He expressed.

Smiling, she felt her eyes water up. "I don't want this to end either." She whispered.

"And It doesn't have too, now I'ma be straight up honest .. I'm not perfect and its so much more about me that you have yet to learn but I just like to say that I am a work in progess. Right now I'm working on becoming happy with myself and bettering myself for my kids and doing all that I can to be the best man for them and I would like to have you in my life as an addition to my new found happiness, but only if you're down."

Looking up at his eyes, she leaned forward and wrapped her arms around his neck before kissing him softly. "I'm down, just please don't hurt me Ahmad."

Resting his forehead against hers, he nodded. "I gotchu, just promise not to hurt me either. My heart can't take no more pain."

When they shared another lustful kiss, Ahmad positioned himself at her entrance then slowly slid inside of her cause them both to moan out as she closed her eyes.

Holding onto him as he stroked her, she bit her lip as she looked down to see his dick sliding in and out of her before looking up and moaning out, "I promise."

          Walking up the steps to Shanice's apartment Ahmad wasn't even able to knock before the door swung open and Shanice nearly dragged him into the apartment. "Tell me everything, because you never replied to my text so I knew you two had to be doing something y'all had no business. So get to talking now." She demanded as she basically pushed him down on the couch.

Looking at her crazy, he fixed his shirt before clearing his throat and getting himself situated. "Well hello to you Shanice, you doing okay today? Like damn."

Rolling her eyes, she took a seat next to him. "Stop stalling and get to talking Ahmad, did you guys have sex?"

"Nah nah, wait a minute let's back track for a moment. Tell me what happened between you and Dave first, because I do remember waking up to a text from you saying play time was over and you was going all in tonight. So did you and Dave have sex last night?" He questioned giving her the same stare she was giving him.

Laughing, she nudged his shoulder. "What I meant was that play time was over for me finding the lord and coming to Christ and I went all in at bible study." She stated with a straight face and Ahmad stared back at her before they both started laughing together.

"You going to hell." Ahmad replied shaking his head.

Laughing she stood up and walked to the kitchen to grab them both a water. "Whatever, but sorry I don't kiss and tell."

"But you expect me to tell you all my business? That ain't fair. I thought we was suppose to be best friends." He pouted acting as if he was hurt.

Passing him a water, she plopped down beside him and threw her leg over his lap. "You're so dramatic we are best friends big head, but honestly last night was literally everything and more for me. He showed me such a good time, we laughed, we talked, and we kissed and his kisses were perfect." She blushed as she thought back. "By the end of the date the last thing I wanted to do was go home so we ended up going back to his place and we first just sat outside on his patio and talked about life, things he wanted in life and the future."

Watching as she basically lit up the more she talked about the date, Ahmad smiled liking this side of her and seeing her this happy.

"Then he turned on some music and we danced for a bit and it just felt good to be held ya know?" She asked and he nodded knowing exactly what she meant. "He treated me like a lady, like I was actually worth something and I never knew how much I missed that feeling of feeling wanted and needed by a man until last night. He filled every missing piece within' me and just made me realize how a woman is suppose to be treated and within' the years of my marriage, I don't remember Bryson ever making me feel that way."

Grabbing her hand, Ahmad kissed the back of it. "You of all people deserve that and same for Dave. Y'all both deserve unconditional love and happiness and I'm glad you guys found that within' each other."

"Thanks Ahmad, gotta give thanks to you for introducing us so thank you for that as well."

Waving her off, he looked away. "That wasn't my doing, that was nothing but God honestly." He shrugged.

Rolling her eyes, she nudged him. "Yeah yeah yeah whatever, but alright back to you so what did you and Crystal do and don't lie!" She urged.

Throwing his hands up in surrender, he sighed. "We had sex damn," He admitted as he stood up and began pacing her living room. "But it wasn't suppose to happen, it just did and it felt right Shan and that's lowkey fuckin' with me because I gotta tell Cali and I know its gonna hurt her and although she hurt me, I don't wanna cause her the same pain. But I also don't want to end what me and Crystal got going and I told her that as well. I don't know what to do."

"Okay well let's go back, how was the date and while you was on the date how was she making you feel?" Shanice questioned.

Smiling, he retook his seat. "It went amazing, the place was nice and the vibe in the air was just cool. We talked, danced majority of the time and I even kissed her like we just vibe so well together. I like being around her and just talking to her since she's so easy to talk to, but a part of me feels guilty because another woman is making me happy when that's suppose to my own wife job." He sighed.

"You can't feel guilty for something Cali caused though Ahmad, you two wouldn't even be here in this situation if she hadn't cheated. It was plenty of times to where you could have cheated but did you? No, you remained loyal the entire time up until the small incident that happened between us .. but even then we all know that incident would have never happened if she didn't cheat."

"You're not a perfect man, but you are a good man who tries his best to be great and Cali fucked up something amazing behind someone who was not worth it at all. She caused all of this and I know it may hurt to say this but she created this." Shanice expressed being totally honest about her feelings. "She broke up you guys marriage behind a guy who isn't even half the man you are so no offense but she deserves whatever karma that is coming her way and her biggest karma is gonna be seeing you happy with someone else. But she can't get mad at anybody else but herself."

"You're right, but still she's the mother of my kids and I don't wanna disrespect her more than I already have."

Rolling her eyes, Shanice stood up. "Cali didn't have this same energy when she fucked Reggie bitch ass, now did she? No, and she lied about it for months Ahmad. She put this man before you, when you always put her first, yet you wanna talk about disrespect? Now I'm not gonna lie, at the beginning I was rooting for you and Cali because I knew how much you loved her, but seeing you happy and living for you is a much better sight to witness. And I'm tired of you feeling sorry for yourself for doing something that makes you happy when you deserve it after all you have been through."

Looking down at his hands, he sighed. "I know Shanice, but its hard. It's hard to let go of something that you thought to be everything. I mean at the end of the day I still love her and I'm tired of these back and forth feelings I keep experiencing. One minute I'm sure that leaving Cali is what's best for me then the next thing I'm doing is reconsidering it all. Why do I keep doing this to myself?"

"I understand exactly how you are feeling right now Ahmad, I felt the same way with Bryson. Apart of me wanted to just let go then the other wanted to work it out, but I knew my happiness and my self-worth came first and that's how I chose my fate. But if you don't want to end what you and Crystal got going on you have to come to a final decision on whether staying or divorcing Cali, so what are you gonna do?" Shanice questioned.

Entering Tae's apartment to pick up her son, Crystal smiled big when she saw him sound asleep on the couch. "Aww my baby must've been tired." She cooed talking lowly as she glanced over at Tae who was shaking his head.

"He outta be tired, that little nigga got the energy of a whole crackhead." He scoffed as they walked over to the kitchen so they could talk without waking him up.

Laughing, Crystal sat her purse down then walked over to give her bestfriend a hug. "Stop talking about my baby, but thank you for watching him especially so last minute."

Waving her off, he took a sip of his spiked lemonade. "Girl this is my god son, I don't mind watching him especially when its for causes like you actually going out and enjoying life for once and since we're speaking on going out .. gon' head and run me the tea on this little date of yours. How'd that go? I'm guessing good since you're glowing like the damn sun."

Smiling at the thought of Ahmad, she looked down. "It was the best date I've ever been on honestly. He was everything I imagined him to be, he was respectful, funny, sweet and a good listener .. and not once was the date ever boring or awkward. I mean I was a little nervous to see him again after going three months without doing so but it was all worth the wait."

Tae smirked, "Girl what this man look like? Cause he got your nose wide open and I'm here for this shit. Finally somebody to occupy your mean ass."

"Fuck you, I am not mean first of all. I just use my hands to get my point across sometimes cause I ain't one to fuck with." She mumbled to herself as she looked through the pictures on her phone to find an appropriate one of Ahmad.

Finally coming across one, she handed her phone over to Tae for him to see.

"Oh bitch, he fine as hell and tatted. I see you. But he look familiar though, like I seen him somewhere."

Laughing Crystal took her phone back, "I knoow, he is so fine. I could look at him all day if I wanted to. Shit I miss his ass already." She pouted which only shocked Tae since she never acted like this over guys before.

Looking at Crystal a little longer, Tae frowned. "Wait...the glow, and the sparkle in your eyes when you talk about him .. bitch did y'all fuck!?" He semi-yelled growing excited.

Holding her hand up as she looked behind him to make sure he didn't wake up her son, she walked over and hit him on the arm. "Can you please keep your damn voice down, my baby is only a few feet away from you bitch." She scolded.

"I'm sorry, but anyways did y'all fuck or what? Cause the way you acting that nigga must've dicked your mean ass down good." He pointed out as he crossed his arms over his chest.

Not being able to lie to Tae, she sighed. "Yes we had sex and Tae when I tell you this man put it down so good, the shit almost brought tears to my eyes. Hell just thinking about it gives me chills."

"Oh shit bitch, I ain't had no dick like that in a good ass minute, I'ma need all the details so tell me every fucking thing that happened. I'm always sharing my wild ass sex stories and your ass always holding out .. so get to talking miss thang." He urged wanting to hear it all.

"Shut up Tae, but I really don't even know where to start .. one minute we were watching a movie then we started kissing and before I knew it I was naked, he was naked and the shit just esculated. I even gave his ass head and you know I just don't be sucking niggas dick, so that right there just shows how far he had my mind gone." She explained whining, "Oou but bitch, when he sucked on my titties while I was riding him then gave me head from the back, I felt like he sucking the soul out of my body."

"He gave you head on the first date? Oop, he a different kind of special. I need to meet a nigga like him, where you find his ass at? On craig list? Do he gotta brother? A cousin? Shit, an uncle?" Tae joked.

"He actually does have an older brother who's gay, his name is Amir but I believe he's engaged though. Sorry boo."

Frowning Tae, pulled at his chin hair. "Wait, what's Amir and Ahmad last name?"

Looking up from her phone, Crystal wondered why he wanted to know especially with the look he had on his face. "Sinclair, why?"

Snapping his fingers, he stood up. "I fuckin' knew that nigga looked familiar, you said Ahmad owns a tattoo shop right?"

"Yes, Tae if you don't get to explaining what you're over there putting together already."

Laughing, he held up his finger as he scrolled through his phone before turning it around to show a picture of both Amir, Ahmad and him in a picture together at what looked like a club. "I been knowing Ahmad and Amir for years now. But I hadn't seen Ahmad since he grew out his beard that was why he looked familiar. But anyways, Ahmad was always the person I got to do my tattoos back in the day at his old homeboy tattoo shop before he got his own shop and I later met Amir through him and Amir and I started to mess around back when he was in the closet still. But I haven't physically seen neither of them in years. Damn this world small as fuck."

Crystal nodded, "Indeed it is, but why did you and Amir stop messing around though?"

Tae shrugged, "He had way too many demons he didn't want to face at the time or deal with and with him battling coming out to the world about being gay it was just toxic at times and I just had to excuse myself from the situation. But I thought Ahmad was married, what happened to his wife? I think Cali was her name or some shit. She's Alisha best friend I believe."

Feeling a lump form in her throat, Crystal choked on her drink before clearing her throat. "They're getting a divorce."

"Getting as in they haven't gotten it yet?" He questioned.

"....Yeah."

"So technically you're messing with a married man Crys?" Tae asked frowning once he started to really connect everything together.

"This is why I didn't even wanna mention him being married and being legally separated from his wife. Look, it wasn't even suppose to get this far between us but last night things changed Tae." She tried to explain but Tae only shook his head.

"Still doesn't change the fact that this man is still tied to his wife though, come on now sis we all know how these situations usually end. We both don' watched Waiting to Exhale way too many times to know that when a man claims they're getting a divorce and leaving their wives they never really do and I just don't wanna see you get hurt at the end of the day."

Letting out a deep sigh, Crystal hated when he did this. "I know but Ahmad's situation is different, those men in Waiting to Exhale where still physically living with their wives and basically living double lives. Ahmad has his own place and he actually legally separated from Cali and today he confirmed he was actually leaving her, not for me but for himself and his own happiness."

"What is he even leaving her for? Like what did she do?" Tae questioned curious to know, because from what he heard he knew Ahmad loved his wife more than anything and to hear that he was possibly leaving her had him thinking something fishy was going on.

"She cheated on him."

Growing shocked, he covered his mouth. "Damn, are you serious?"

"Yeah, she slept with her baby daddy."

"Damn, I hate that for him but Crystal just please be careful. I know Ahmad is a good guy, but at the end of the day he wasn't the one who cheated so his love for his wife is still probably strong and still there so its a good chance he could change his mind and wanna work things out. And you know I don't want to see you get hurt, so just be smart with this and don't get too comfortable until that divorce is final and even then still be a little cautious." Tae expressed to her and Crystal nodded knowing he had a valid point.

"I hear you and I will."

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Thanks for the love & support as always
- Denise 💋