On Pinterest, I found something, which was the first thing that gave me inspiration for this story. Basically, someone made MTMTE Tarn but TFA design, which looks really good! Then later on by listening to music and such, the idea came to my mind, making me excited for this story. A little voice headcannon that I saw on TikTok was that he has the voice of Bane from Batman: The Dark Knight Rises, and I am in love with that idea.

2:30-2:54 is my favorite line

https://youtu.be/rDuetklFtDQ

And I'm using a Fake German Accent Generator for Blitzwing. Anyways, onto the story!

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Empty.

Hollow.

That's how I would describe my spark, and how I normal felt as the orbital cycles came and went. I have seen many other sparklings, whether they were older, younger, or the same age as me, I never get how they could feel emotions. Some of the others around my age always harassed me for being different, but would quickly face my sire's wrath, never to be seen again. I have always felt jealous or resented others for having something that I was never given since I was created. It's been what felt like forever to me since I have seen Cybertron for such a very long time. Everysingle time I look out the windows of this war ship, I would see nothing but endless space and scattered stars, sometimes there would be a few planets, moons, and/or asteroid belts.

When I grew older, I had a special ability to scramble machinery and stop a bots' ability to stop working for a period of time with just a brush of my digit tips. As I trained to control this gift, I learned to make a my very own voice affect either machines or Cybertronians in various ways. The two dangerous things I used to do with my voice is to alter one's memory chips or kill them. But an accident happened during battle, making loose the killing ability permanently, but the memory alteration ability is something I can't use for a long while until it heals on its own in my voice box.

I never got to know my carrier because she would avoid me; I even overheard her talking to herself, saying how much I was like my sire, mentally wise. Until one day, she fled, but was quickly caught. Apparently, she has done this on multiple occasions, but never found a way to escape, until sire finally had enough, saying that he realized that she would never love him back the way he does to her and lost that love for her. He gave her the freedom she desired, but not in a way she thought, nor wanted: through death. I remember how she looked at me, pleading me to stop him, but I did no such thing and watched with no remorse. My uncle tried to save her, but it was no use. If only I had my memory alternation ability, I could've made her stay and they would've still been together, and I would finally have my carrier love me instead of being afraid of me, even if she didn't know that her memory chip was messed with.

My sire once told me that I would find someone that will finally make me happy, make me feel emotions, make me feel complete. But that was centuries ago, and I have had no luck finding anyone who is my missing piece of my puzzle I call a mind, my missing music note for my song of a voice, someone who can complete my unfinished symphony of a life.

But Life has both the best and worst timings for things.

If I find someone to love, but they don't return it; one thing is for sure... I will not have history repeating itself.

My train of thought was interrupted by Sire's S.I.C.'s screeching. "Megatron is a fool who's been chasing a ghost for centuries. I seriously doubt we'll find this 'Allspark' aboard such an insignificant vessel." He said, arms crossed. "TRAITOR!! Megatron is wise! Megatron is bold! Megatron will return the Decepticons to Cybertron and-" "'Wipe our homeland clean of the stench of Autobot tyranny, and his bloodline shall rule the planet until the end of time' Blah-de, blah, blah, blah! Did you memorize that speech Lugnut, or is it just hardwired into that thick one-tracked processor of yours?" Blackarachnia questioned, mocking Lugnut.

That was until an ice-ray was fired at her, freezing her right arm. "As uzual, Blackarachnia, your demeanor is hunbleazant as zat haccurzed horkanic mode of yours." Blitzwing/Icey said. "Blow it out your actuator, Three-face." She hissed, breaking the ice on her arm. Blitzwing's face spun, letting Hothead take control. "Zee name is Blitzving, inzect! Rememper it! Pecauze it's konna pe zee last zing vu hear pefore I- Exbress mein feelings in zong! Zee itzy, pitzy sbiter cravled-" Blitzwing/Hothead shouted, before Random took control and started sing. The four of them started shouting over each other, making me rub the right temple of my helm from where I stood as my other was behind my back plating. 'I'm surrounded by idiots' I thought to myself.

Their commotion was put to an end when the sound of the doors sliding open, revealing my Sire, the Leader of the Decepticons himself; Megatron. They went into formation, standing up straight, arms pinned to sides, helms up as he walked in, passing them, and stopped when he stood at the center of the Observation Deck. "Starscream, report." He demanded in a cold tone. "Energy readings off the scales, my liege. Shall I fire on the Autobots?" He informed, before requesting. "Cripple their ship, but do not destroy it... yet." He granted. "Yes, yes! Brilliant strategy, oh, wise and great leader!" Starscream loudly praised. Even I can sense the fake tone in his voice, to which made me glare at him from the other side of the room, standing next to my Sire's throne.

(Time-Skip)

Our ship was firing at the Autobot ship, but they manage to evade damage each time a shot was fired. It intrigued me; whoever is piloting that small ship must have gone through some training for if they were in a scenario such as this, maybe that Autbot Academy that I heard my uncle is in charge of.

"I got a match on the energy reading. If it's not the Allspark, it's something just as powerful." Blackarachnia informed. "I volunteer to deploy and breach the Autobot ship." Starscream requested with a bow, making me clench me fist. "My sire did not spend the last four million solar cycles, searching the galaxy, just so then you could lay your slippery digits on the Allspark." I said, forcing myself to show my emotion through my voice as I harshly grabbed him by the wing, making him wince in pain as we were face-to-face with each other. Well, mask-to-face actually. "Our leader will harness its energy into the ultimate weapon and crush those Autobot buffoons, once and for all." I continued.

I saw in the corner of my optic that my Sire made a gesture with his helm, telling me to follow him. I let him go with a shove as Megatron sat up and walked down the hall and into the corridors, me following behind. When we were finally alone, walking down the hallway side-by-side. When we reached the door that leads to the outside is when he finally spoke. "You will be joining me on this journey, my son. Don't disappoint." He said. I nodded. "Even though the outcome might be a possibility, I'll try not to do so." I stated.

When the doors finally opened, I heard the familiar pede step sound and pattern. "What do you want now, Starscream?" Megatron quired, the both of us not facing him. What I didn't know is that he placed a bomb on Megatron's, making sure it was secure and attached to him. "Only to with you both luck, me liege and prince." He stated. "We don't believe in luck." I stated, and with that, we flew off into space.

(Time-skip to where they were now in the ship)

"Prowl, Ratchet, everyone all right?" Optimus asked, but only got groans of pain as a reply from the both of them. "Bulkhead, Bumblebee, report!" Optimus said, pressing a button on the inner console. That was until he felt a servo grab on to his shoulder plate in a tight grip. Just as he looked over, he was immediately pinned back against a wall. When the smoke cleared in C/n's vison, he saw something absolutely breath-taking, making his spark-beat fastening the more he looked at him, and everything around you seemed to fade away into nothingness and there was no sound for you to hear but for whatever sound he makes, leaving only you and him.

An Autobot, with red and blue plating, reaches to about C/n's chassis, and the expression he's making to hide his fear just made him look all the more adorable, especially his attempt to get out of your grip.

You snapped out of it when you felt to bots jump on you, but you knocked them away, Stepping on one chest. "I grow impatient." Your sire said, holding the tip of his sword to an old bot's neckcables.

Optimus raised his left arm up and fired a grappling hook from his wrist, pulling a lever and making the room have zero gravity. The bot that was making you feel strange things in your system kicked you in the chassis, making you fly away from him. "Good thinking, Prime. Putting us on equal footing, so to speak." The medic-bot said before magnetizing to the ceiling, and Megatron wedged of what was left of his right arm into a small space in the ceiling.

After you digged your sharp digits into the ceiling, you felt something bump into your back. You freed one of your servos, turning around to see a small, yellow Autobot. "Know what? You're even uglier in this angle." He stated with raw confidence. But that quickly disappeared when you powered up your fusion cannon and started firing at him. "And scary too!" He added, quickly dodging the young prince's attacks.

Optimus wedged his Energon Axe into one of the walls for stability. "Everyone in position for a concentrated attack on my signal." The Prime instructed, but a certain ninjabot didn't listen, doing his own thing. "Prowl! No! Wait for my signal!" Optimus exclaimed, reaching out for him, but his servo phased through his pede. When Megatron stuck him with his sword, his form fizzled out of existence; it was a hologram. When Prowl was about to attack from behind with his shuriken, he was kicked away by C/n, but not without Prowl cutting off the prince's left stabilizing servo.

"Okay, the decoy was a nice touch, but once again a little warning would've helped." Optimus growled. That's when Bulkhead came up to him from behind, and bumped into him, making the Prime float away. "Would it kill you bots to say something like 'heads up' or, I don't know, 'watch out', or-" "INCOMING!!" Ratchet yelled, using his electromagnetics to throw the princes' decapitated leg at Megatron, making fly back into the console and turn the gravity back on. Not only that, but turn the ships' thrusters on, making them head towards a planet. The bots slid back from the momentum, hitting the wall but Optimus slid down the hall and into the storage bay, where the Allspark was.

Optimus groaned in pain that he was feeling in his systems as he struggled to get up but was then pushed down by C/n's remaining pede and a fusion cannon being placed close to his face. "Now, little bot, tell us where you're hiding the Allspark, and we'll spare you and your crew." C/n said. That was a lie, he would kill the Prime's crewmembers and take this bot with him, that's what was going through the prince's helm but kept trying to get rid of those thoughts for this bot in front and below him was an Autobot. And the lighting that the fusion cannon was giving off was just showing off the Autobot's facial features, making it harder to resist his dark thoughts.

When he gave to reply, Megatron raised his sword, but Optimus blocked it with his axe. Then, a glowing light caught the two Decepticon royals' attention, and they saw that it was the Allspark. When they were distracted, Optimus extended the handle of his axe to press a button to open the hatch to the docking tiled, which dragged them into it C/n was about to grab Optimus, the words 'don't let him leave you' repeated in his helm, but was kicked away, crashing into his Sire, making them fall out into the atmosphere of the planet and burning up in the process.

Meanwhile, in a farmhouse, a young adult man was working on a project, when he heard a big crash. He exited the farmhouse with a flashlight and ran towards the crash site. When he arrived, he was shocked to see two robotic heads staring at him with lifeless eyes. He saw something fell off of one of their faces to see that its' face was terribly scarred, one scar that was the biggest out of them all showed circuitry around the left eye.