honestly, if it weren't for y'all, I would uld not be here today 

I don't know if you guys remember around the time I became a demigirl and started going by Char , I was talking with my dad about it and he refused to call me by Char (he still refuses, surprising absolutely nobody) and that made me feel suicidal so I told him how he was making me feel and he said I was trying to manipulate him

if it were not for you guys, I probably would have actually killed myself then

so thank you

also for Jules and Koda I didn't know y'all when this whole thing happened but I still love y'all ❤️❤️