I've been a horrible sister lately....I'm so sorry.

I was happy and I didn't care about anyone else....that was one of the most selfish things I've ever done.

I can't tell you how sorry I was.

I was angry at you too....for what you nearly did.

But really, I was also angry at myself.

I'm a Winchester and that means I don't deal well with my feelings....but I realise that you're also a Winchester.

You don't realise it though.

And I'm here to tell you....

You're just as important to me as our sister Dean and you know how bad I am without her.

But guess what?

I'm just the same when you aren't there.

And this is also selfish....but I can't lose you.

I've taken you for granted and I am so so sorry.

Just please sis....you mean so much to me and I care so much about you. I don't even have the right words to say....I'm so bad with expressing myself.

You need to see that we care about you, that we can't live without you and you're our family.

"Family don't end in blood....but it doesn't start there either"

I'm sorry that I'm not good enough, I'm sorry that I can't make you see just how much I love you and how much I care.

So take my word for it sis

luna-vic000

And you'll see it with time....