Please don't leave me,

Please be here already.

Don't do this.

Why do you have to be so far?

Why do i have to let these people go?

I don't know what to do.

I just take each day as it comes.

But thats no way to live.

Do i want it all to end?

Or for it to all just begin?

Right now i see no difference.

Is it worth it?

All this pain, sorrow and not belonging.

Am i even strong enough?

Why tell me what to do when all i'll be leaving behind is dust?

Why do i feel like everyone is against me?

Just me against the world....

But no one can be alone they say.

You have to have someone.

I just....

What the fuck do i do?