The past month has been the craziest....in my life I think. So much has happened and I had to face it all without my sister. I've been missing her while going through that....

And don't get me wrong, I missed her so much....but I needed to do this by myself I guess.

Because I grew up in this month, I learned to suck it up and fight for it. Because that's all you can do, you can be a weak child dependent on other people.

And so yesterday I did something to my profile and if you're already a follower then you might have noticed. I was half asleep at 1am....and suddenly I just go to do this. What can I say, I was a moose on a mission.

And I did well to represent myself I think....

Because this week, starting on the 19th of July 2016, marks the week that I embraced myself....learned to love myself a little more. I've been so much happier since I realised it and since I really believed it. There's literally no way that I'm not Sammy, it's just not possible.

I just....I grew up and I listened to myself for once...and that's the key because I'm happy now, I'm happy with myself and with life.

I'm also one step closer to finding the truth about my life....