So I don't know exactly how depression feels but lately I just don't want to get out of bed.

And before I felt sick and I'm lying down now and I wanna cry but I can't and I don't wanna get up.

I've been feeling it for a while now....it might just be because I have so much problems and no way to solve them and so much fear.

But i might also have mild depression.

I don't know yet....I'm just....I think I'm losing the will to....be happy and to....live.