So my last chapter....I really meant what I said but I also have the ability to lock it up and that's what I'm doing right now.

I'm hiding my true feelings because I just can't face them....they are too much for me.

So I'm pretending to be normal even though at times it sucks.

I fake smiles, I pretend I care about problems like people forgetting their homework and I ignore the jerks and bullies in school.

And when I get home....I watch supernatural and I try and forget that's it's my life....although that's kind of impossible.

But I build so much walls that donald trump would be jealous....