not requested
taekook; bts
angst; 677 words
now playing; pay phone by maroon 5

tw: cheating, suicide
shitty slight smut

i'm at a payphone trying to call home
all of my change i spent on you

Jeongguk paces in the street as he stares at the payphone in sorrow. He fucked up and the longer he stares at the payphone he was slowly drowning in guilt.

where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
where are the plans we made for two

Taehyung bits his lips one more time as he looks at the payphone in dejection. His eyes were begging to let the tears fall down but he stood his ground. He presses the number he knew by heart and he waited as the call went through.

yeah, i, i know it's hard to remember
the people we used to be

flashback
jeongguk groans in pure pleasure as he thrusted  once more into the girl.

the girl moans in ecstasy and groans once more as she digs her nails deeper into jeongguk's back.

jeongguk smirks at her and the lewd moan she released was enough to push jeongguk into the edge and he cums. inside her.

jeongguk looks up and there he saw his fiance looking at them with teary eyes.

jeongguk's eyes widened and he halts all movement. the girl notices the look jeongguk threw near the door and she looks back.

seeing her cousin.

"t-tae this isn't what you think,"

taehyung looks at her and he forces a smile.

"be happy with him noona,"

and he turns on his heel and heads out.

"fuck! fuck! why didn't you tell me my fiance would come early?" jeongguk pulls out of her and his cum drips out.

jeongguk puts his clothes in a second and as soon as he was about to open the door his phone rang.

"jeongguk ah," his fiance's voice was cracking and taehyung muffles his cries.

"tae-"

"No, jeongguk let me speak. This isn't working. I'm your fiance yet you fucked with my cousin. You can't keep your promise and I'm done. It's over gguk. Go find someone else. The ring's on the table. Give it to someone who you truly love." taehyung's voice was calm yet firm.

"Please taehyung. Please give me one more chance. I'll make it up to you,"

"No, gukkie I've had enough. Goodbye jeon jeongguk,"

it's even harder to picture
that you're not here next to me

Jeongguk runs. He ran so fast he didn't knew it was possible.

He stops as he saw his oversize gray jacket he last saw taehyung on.

He picks it up and meets eyes with a payphone and there he saw his name in a piece of paper and there it read

I love you jeongguk.
goodbye.
love, kim taehyung♡

if happy ever afters did exist
i would still be holding you like this

He folds the paper up nicely and puts it securely in his pocket.

His eyes were bloodshot red as he makes his way back home seeing taehyung's cousin gone with an apology note.

He crumples the paper and throws it.

He pulls out the note from his pocket came from taehyung and places it at the center of the table.

all those fairy tales are full of it
one more stupid love song, i'll be sick

2 days later

Jeongguk turns on the television while carrying a bowl of strawberry ice cream.

Taehyung's favorite.

He switches channels trying to find something interesting to watch.

He pauses his movement at the news channel and gives his full attention.

"A brown haired latter with tan skin latter was found dead near a payphone across a candy shop. The doctors announced the boy committed suicide after staving himself for two days."

Jeongguk's tear came pouring down as he heard the next line the reporter said.

"The boy's name appears to be Kim Taehyung. Born December 30, 1995. May you rest in peace."

now I'm at a payphone

--
okay I actually wrote that
07/01/18
I purple you💜