19. Girlfriend?
JINHEE'S POV
"Yah! Stop that!" I swat Tae's hand away. It's hard to study when there's someone who kept poking the side of your hip.
"Stop!" I let out a small laugh but loud enough to gain attention from the teacher. Mrs.Lee glare at me, giving a cue to be quiet.
"Yah!" I whispered "you almost got me in trouble!"
Taehyung did nothing but showing his rectangular smile. Here he goes again, acting all cute, messing up my heart.
"Take note for me." Now he tried to act all cold and throw his notebook on my desk. The line and the same notebook that he tossed on my desk the first day of school. The notebook that tied our fate together.
"You wanna die?!" I jokingly glared at him.
He shake his head while laughing nonstop "Just kidding!"
TAEHYUNG's POV
"You're eating my egg again!!" Jinhee tried to reach for her egg but too late! It's already in my mouth~
I tuck my tongue out tried to teased her but she slightly punches the side of my stomach, making me spit up some of the food.
"Yah!!!"
"That's for eating my food" she smirked.
"They having a couple quarrel again~" ever since I told them I was going to confessed, they won't stop teasing me and Jinhee.
"W-what couple!" She stuttered while her eyes kept blinking. Aw someone is shy.
"Soon-to-be-couple" Miyoung winked and the other guys laugh. Aigoo my cheeks start to blushed too.
But then their laughs slowly disappear.
"....hyung" Jungkook tried to tell me something, but next thing I know everything went black.
I sniffed the air, there's a smell of foreign perfume, girl's perfume. Some girl was covering my eyes.
"Who is it?" I asked. Obviously not Jinhee.
"Hi....oppa" it's a girl's voice.
"Let go off me!" It better not be any fangirl.
"Oppa! You don't recognize my voice??" There were a bit disappointment in her tones. "Let me help you remember then"
"I'll be back, Taehyung oppa" she whispered to me ear.
I'll be back, Taehyung oppa .............
It can't be........
"YUNA?!"
*FLASH BACK*
"I heard she move school"
"That's a really good decision"
"I can finally have a chance with Taehyung oppa"
The girls continue to gossip as I passed by them.
I can't think straight anymore, how can she leave me without even saying good bye. I halt and open my locker, it was empty...... All there was, was a letter, a simple letter.
My heart drop as I open the envelope.
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Dear Taehyung oppa,
I'm sorry I have to leave so suddenly without telling you a goodbye. I just want to tell you that I appreciate all the time that we have been together. Although it's only a couple of months, those months are the memories that I will sure to keep for the rest of my life. I promise you I will return one day and look for you. Please wait for me.
I'll be back, Taehyung oppa.
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That's how my first love left me. Weeks later, I found out that she was badly bully because of me, she couldn't stand it anymore so she decided to leave. I knew something was wrong with all the bruises. But being a bad boyfriend, I didn't know the whole story. Then I come to hate all the fangirls, because of them, my first love left me.
I was mad and guilty at the same time, I was mad because she didn't told me that she's being bullied and decided to leave. But at the same time, I was guilty for not being able to protect her.
That's why I was afraid and terrified when I saw Jinhee being bullied, I didn't want her to leave like Yuna. I will do anything to protect Jinhee
But now Yuna is back, I don't know what to do.
JINHEE's POV
The strange girl finally let go of Taehyung. Her actions toward Tae irritate and upset me at the same time. I look at the other members, they're obviously just uncomfortable as I am.
"Ew" Suga look toward the girl and Rapmon punch him slightly on the shoulder.
"Yuna?" A word finally come out from Tae's lips. He knows her?.
He now stand up to face her, I look at him, but I couldn't really read his expression. Surprised? Confused? Sad? Happy?
"I miss you, oppa!"
She
Freaking
Kiss
Him
On
The
Cheek.
But he didn't do anything.
"Yo! Back off girl, what do you think you're doing" Jimin said but Taehyung pull him back.
The girl chuckle, "Oppa, is this your new friends?"
"Y-ya....." Taehyung replied. What's going on?? Who is she?
"And who are you? What's your connection with our Taehyung?" Hobi asked.
"Oh! I forgot to introduce myself!" she bowed. "Hello, my name is Yuna...."
"I'm Taehyung's GIRLFRIEND" she said.
"WHAT??!!!!!!" All of the students shouted not just BTS.
Upon hearing her words, I feel like the world is collapsing on me, my heart shattered in million pieces.
Me. BTS. The whole school population was waiting for Taehyung to oppose...... But he didn't say anything.
"Oh! Is she the girl in your old school?" Someone finally speak up but it wasn't Taehyung. It was Jin.
"Yeah..." Taehyung replied. Old school? Is there something I don't know? What happened? Why is she involved?
I felt like crying, my heart hurts so much I don't think I can even breath. It's like being shot by an arrow directly to your heart and it won't stop bleeding. So it's true...This girl IS Tae's girlfriend, he didn't deny it.
TAEHYUNG's POV
"I'm going to the bathroom" Jinhee hung her head down and dashed away.
I wanted to run after her and explain everything, but......
Yuna hold me back, "Oppa! Can you show me around the school?" She swing my hands back and forth while jumping in happiness.
In the corner of my eyes, I could see Miyoung shaking her head sideways.
"I'm going with Jinhee" she said quietly.
"Me too!" Jin followed behind her.
"Wait for me!" Rapmon left too
The next thing I know, I was being drag out of the cafeteria too.
"Oppa! What's wrong? Aren't you happy I'm finally back?!" Yuna asked, looking at me with her dark mocha colored eyes. The same old eyes she used to look at me when we were younger. Suddenly, the guilt came back to me. The guilt of not being there to protect her.
"Yeah! I'm happy." I lied, I don't know how I feel right now, but it's definitely not happy.
"It's almost 4 years, oppa. Time flies by fast right? I miss you so much!" Yuna smiled. She haven't change one bit. "What did you do while I was gone?"
"I....after you were gone, I meet the guys and we become friends, best friend" I smiled. I also fell in love with a girl... name Jinhee.
"What about you?" I asked.
"Me? I move to Busan after I left Seoul. I learn Judo to defend myself and every night... I would dream of this day. That day that we'll be happy together again." she smiled.
"I'm sorry....."
"For what?"
"For not be able to protect you back then, I'm a bad-" she stop my lips with her index finger.
"Please leave the past behind. I'm strong now! I don't need anyone to protect me. All I need is for us to be together again"
"All I have been wish for the pass 4 years, is too meet you so we can start over again" she continued.
"I miss you so much, oppa."
I wanted to tell her that we can't be together. I wanted to tell her that my heart have changed, it no longer beats for her. But I can't, I'll break her if I said that, she suffered enough.
"Please oppa, promise me we'll be together?" She look at me with pleading eyes that were teary. "Please......"
Jinhee-ah......... I'm sorry.
"I promise"
JINHEE's POV
After I left the cafeteria, I went to an empty classroom to calm myself down. Shortly after, Jin, Miyoung, and Rapmon appeared before me. Jin manage to tell me the whole story behind Yuna and Taehyung's incident.
At first, I felt bad for Yuna, but then I start to feel bad for myself, I'm nothing but an outsider now.
Was the kiss at Jeju meant nothing at all?
What about the time we cuddle? And he confessed?
Was that all a lie? Am I only a replacement for Yuna?
Am I nothing to him now, now that Yuna is back?
She was his girlfriend, his first love. What am I? I am nothing but a nerdy looking girl who's lucky enough to hang out with BTS.
Unknowingly, tears start to form in the corner of my eyes. I ended up crying myself to sleep.
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