"you're still handsome"

"is it that hard to believe something so real?" the voice whispered, currently traveling to his destination, he was thinking constantly of each scenario that could happen.

gently laying his head back on the seat, he closed his eyes. It was pitch dark outside, and he wasn't so close yet.

he had his headphones in his ears listening to the music on shuffle. hoping to fall asleep while doing so, without it being as hard as he know it is.

his thoughts wandered, while the music was devouring them.

it's unbelievable.

how can it be this hard?

why am I even going as far as this to prove my point, it's pathetic.

"it's not pathetic if it's real, if I didn't care I wouldn't of tried, why do I have a high jealousy drive?"