Seriously, I need to rant about stuff. If you find no interest in this, don't want to listen to me lash out, or just dont give a crap, great. I advise you to leave so I don't waste any of your precious time. Use that time to do your usual; do homework, eat, sleep, read books and fanfictions, play video games, chat, hang out, write stories, listen to music, draw, watch videos on YouTube or shows on TV, think about life, I don't know what you do cause that's basically what I do all day, except for watching shows on TV, haha. I'll give you time to decide.
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Okay, for those who are still here, let's begin and thanks for caring or not caring or I don't know, you're probably just curious (me in a nutshell).

So I've been under a lot of stress lately. Not just because of school work, work, and thinking of stupid yet witty stories, haha.

I'm stressed out about work because one, my commissions are either cramming or plain empty. It's not bad that its empty because I get a break, but then suddenly a bunch if commissions would pile up and I would't have much time to draw since its like multiple commisions from one person each time. I have a life and I need time for my family, friends and self too, okay? (I try not to mind it, I love doing stuff for you guys. Don't get me wrong). I am still taking commissions if you guys are interested, but it'll take a while to finish. I'm still working on Shiranai Atsune's commission of 15? drawings. I'm going to start putting limits on hiw many I can take at a time. Since it's 15+, everything will be on hold until I finish, but feel free to ask if you're patient.

Next stress has to deal with my stories. A lot of people are impatient with me, sometimes asking every single day, "Hey, Blizz(Stormy), how is your story going?" or "Blizz(Stormy), when are you updating?" or "Can I request a story?" Okay, so I thank you for asking how well I'm doing with my stories, but I already what is to come next; the second question. One, I don't when I'll update and I never will until the day I DO update. I try to update as fast as I can, okay? It gets me anxious having that same question asked every single day and hour because I may never know whether you're really angry at me or just wanting to slit my throat for taking so long. Third question? A request? Sure you can! Once I announce that you can that is. Please, I even tell you when I open my requests or close them.

My personal art! Okay, you may be thinking, "What about your personal art? It's just doodles of random crap, yeah?" Uhhh, yeah sure. But then there are people who tries to tell me what I'm doing wrong with my art when they should be worrying about theirs. Look, if you comment on my art or page or whatever/wherever I post my art, I WILL check your art and see how you fair against me. I'll say, "Thank you for the tip!" but in reality, it's pushed away. It's always those people who aren't as good as me trying to fix my art when they should follow it themselves. Not trying to be rude here, but it's true. And then there are THOSE people who try telling me what to CHANGE on my orignal characters. I never asked what I should change on them and they're created BY me, THEREFORE ARE OWNED BY ME. I don't care if Lilac looks like Miyuki (seriously, I don't see too much of the similarity) or if Maki looks like Hoshi in recolor (not even.), but hey, my design, deal.

Requests. I already told you about story requests, but what about art requests? PATIENCE, MY DEAR FOLLOWERS. I know I accepted your requests and it seems to be taking long, but you don't go rushing me like, "Hey, are you done with my request?" or ask "Can you start on mine yet? You've been posting your own doodles and sketches." Here's a question for you. Would you like me to:
A) Put no effort whatsoever into your art?
B) Work on in during school when idiots roam around and try to tick me off?
Or
C) Be patient and wait for the final?

Your choice, not mine. And besides, those sketches and doodles you pointed out? 3+ minutes taken to do AT THE END OF ANY OF MY CLASSES. Not at home, but during CLASS where I risk cleaning up late and be late for the next. I need to post things too so people don't lose interest in my art because I don't post frequently. Plus, unfollowing just because I don't post for one day? That's pretty stupid, but whatever.

That last rant now leads me to SCHOOL. Oh, how I despise that place this year. Homework is being crammed like hell. And remember how I got sick for multiple times 1+ month each to recover? Yeah, just because of that, I've missed 59 DAYS OF SCHOOL. My grades dropped dramatically because of that. It takes a LONGGGGG time to catch up on that much work which is also why you guys should be patient. Not my fault I was born with such a weak body. Also, during the time I was sick, my bird died and I feel like it was my fault for being sick. He was my pet, I was his owner; his main owner, and I got sick. My mom didn't allow him near me when I was sick let alone check on him. She was supposed to take care of him and yet she didn't. If I wasn't sick I could've allowed him to live longer, but nooo, I just had to get sick. I even planned to let him play with my when I got better. I still go check his cage hoping that he'd still be there, knowing that I'm lying to myself that he's still alive. I saw his dead body. I saw his tiny body being discarded and yet, I still go out and check as if he'd be there. I loved my bird, okay? He was always sleeping on me, playing on my lap or head, waiting to be pet, watching videos and listening to music with me, watch me do homework (and somtimes even go as far to chew it up), he even showers with me. He's just like a dog in bird form; running to me when I call to him and barking sometimes. He's always there when I was depressed. At least he doesn't tell me that everything is my fault or lash out on me when I cry, jeez..

Copying homework in classes and vandalizing? Actually, no, more than that. To make this simpler, classmates. I dont care if you ask me to copy my work, but don't ask me every single day. To make things worse, people don't ask me! Seriously, just ask! Theres a possibility that I'll say no even if it's like 10% chance, but ASK FIRST. In the beginning of the school year, some black guy (please don't be offended, guys! It's not directed to you and you all are awesome! I'm not racist and I hate racist people.) who sat near me in Chemistry ALWAYS copied my work without asking. Heck, he even pulls out my classwork from MY BINDER. And now, since I sit on the other side of the room, I'm no where near him. Should I be happy? Glad? Disheartened? Well, if you think I should be relieved, you're wrong. We got 4 new students this semester and this new Mexican guy (again I'm sorry to you all) who sits in front of me TECHNICALLY DOES THE SAME DAMN THING. EVEN WORSE, HE EVEN COPIED MY TEST. SURE, I ACE MY WORK, BUT IT'S A DAMN TEST. WHAT IS IT THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND FROM THAT SHORT WORD? When he turns in his work, he takes all the credit and claims he did everything. HA, THAT'S STUPID. I HATE HIM, DESPISE HIM TO THE POINT WHERE I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER OR WANT TO REMEMBER HIS NAME. I hate all the lab groups I'm stuck in BECAUSE NO ONE EVER DOES ANYTHING AND ASKS ME FOR MY ANSWERS. SERIOUSLY, LAB. GROUP. GROUP. THAT TECHNICALLY MEANS YOU NEED TO DO THE WORK WITH ME. There's even another guy in my class that drew dicks and even stuck notes on my jacket (2 to be exact.) and I don't know who!  I've been a bully victim since all of elementary up to mid 6th grade and now I'm thinking I'm one once again. Just great. And it's in sharpie too. Messed up. I couldn't wash it off one of them, so I threw one of the jackets away. Only heavy jacket too, now I'm freezing my butt off everyday. I don't even talk to anyone in class, but a close friend of mine, so what's up with me getting hates for no reason? Even Freshmen students glare at me for no reason, how nice. They even went as far as to look me up on Facebook and call me a bitch and stuff. Honestly, I don't know them. The Facebook incident was probably for another Isabelle Tran cause a lot of people hate her. There was also this one time in Chemistry when we did a project that dealt with food and some idiot Vietnamese guy (okay, this one, seriously don't be offended. I'm asian and I'm also Vietnamese myself.) decided to bring in candy. Oh, candy, sounds normal. No, they were shaped to be ball sacks and dicks. He got in trouble, of course (typical.). He steals candy from the teacher's desk and also went as far as to try to change his grade on the teacher's computer. Don't ask me about the chocolate bars, my teacher is odd that way, haha. I don't give a crap if you want to pull your grade up to a B while it is a D, but do you damn work and pay attention to earn that grade. No one ever pays attention in that class and complains about have D-'s, C's, and all that low grade, even blaming the teacher for it. Sure, his way of teaching makes no sense sometimes, but if you pay attention at least you will know what he's trying to tell us what to do. Instead, they use their phones, talk, and ignore the teacher. Some idiots also throw chewing gum at the board and walls! That's seriously rude! No one finds my Chemistry teacher threatening even if he yells. He has the right to yell at us though since idiots don't listens. And guess what? SOME STUPID IDIOT WENT TO THE OFFICE AND TOLD ON HIM SAYING THAT HE YELLED AT THE CLASS. HE HAD THE DAMN RIGHT TO SINCE NO ONE WOULD LISTEN. JUST GO SIT IN YOUR SEAT, GET THE LESSON DONE WITH AND YOUR FREE RIGHT AFTER. Instead, they roam around the class and talk! Course my teacher would yell since he repeated like, I don't know, a million times while raisng his volume slowly? He got in trouble for that even though it wasn't his fault! He's no longer the swim coach of the school either because of that and he seriously loved swimming. The students in all his classes in general are rude and stupid. They are like mornic Elementary and Middle School students! Even Freshmen! You have no idea how much I hate Freshmen and below students (not you guys! The students I know over here are seriously horrendous.) Guys, you're in High School. Pull your damn act together and act like a High School student. We're nearing COLLEGE.

And about the Elementary and Middle School students, Elementary students are rude and just love to throw trash at you while.Middle School students love seeing you injured, are rude, and even go as far as to flirt with random people (not all the students are like this, no worries). Seriously, kid. You want to flirt with my friends and I? Not happening. You'll always be rejected and take a hint: we're older than you by 1-4 years, so go away. I plan to stay single anyways, morons. It's shameful to see how the world is like right now. No wonder I only talk to the same 9 people I hang out with during school hours and out of school. Lacking so much sleep because of all these problems, ugh.

I'm sorry for having to put this out, but I just felt the need to to put it out somewhere and relieve myself from pressure. Thanks for always being here with me, guys, and if you read all the way to the end, I thank you wholeheartedly and of course with a smile. Damn, I feel a lot better, haha, but I'm reliving hell everyday until summer.