Okay... So... Today or should I say lately, I've been feeling not myself, I became more stress like everyone pushing me on edge.. Like my mom pushing me to do stuff, I felt more tired, I keep passing out? Or like whenever I was listening to music, I fell asleep for some how and whenever I woke up I feel like I having a headache sometimes or like dizzy? Cuz yesterday I fell asleep, when I woke up, I starting to go back to sleep, then later that day, I woke up again it was like 5 in morning? I keep waking up at randomly time... And sometimes I fee like it hard to breathe..

I stop going on lot social media, I started to be inactive lately, I barely draw, I didn't post too much lately.. I started feeling umm.. Stress or tired.

I barely do stuff..

I am not upset or anything, I'm pretty fine but I'm not acting myself anything, I barely do homeworks cuz everyone keep forcing me to do stuff that I more likely I don't want to..

My parents started get angry at me for not doing homeworks, I know it important to do homeworks for education but I meant is that I feeling like I'm having a break from everything but that not I want to do... I mean, I'm in home all time..

I hate when I have to eat cereal even though I don't like eat lots sugar in it.. Like everyday that makes me feel like sick for some reason

I haven't gone out my room for several hours.. Sometimes whenever I'm hungry, I go kitchen, I always look around to eat but I always don't wanna eat that type foods..

When I go to living room, my parents look at me and keep asking me what wrong that face but I always ignore question even though it hard communicate with my family.. I have no one to understand me very well..

My brother start acting nice toward me, but for me I act like I don't know what happened, sometimes my brother act an idiot (I'm sorry-) he thinks it funny to mess with me even I'm not in mood..

I always question to myself why does Monday get to be good days and how come another days doesn't? I always keep questioning myself so many times..

Why am I even writing this?!

I'm just gonna end this since I'm not in mood tho..

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