Shit where do I start welp turns out my crush has a girlfriend

And its long term they had a one year anniversary together I think I'm kinda jealous of them. I mean I know from the start that she already had someone but why did I like her!!!

It hurts me so much even though I know we're not together

But at least she's happy with someone else. She just thinks of me as a friend to begin with whyss 😭😭😭😭

I just really liked her she listens to every thing I have to say and she always have something nice to say about me she helps me and my problems and I listen to her problems. But its okay if she just thinks of me as a friend I can accept that friendship is more powerful than any type of love thats what I learned from my little pony

But me still hurt though