The alarm clock wakes me up with an annoying "BEEP BEEP BEEEP" . I groan, roll over and smack the off button. The clock reads "6:31". I drag my body out of bed. And go to get dressed. 

"JIMIN HYUNG!", I yell so that hopefully he will wake up." JIMIN I NEED YOUR HELP!"

"I'm here Jungkook what do you need?", a very sleepy Jimin says from my doorway.

"I need help getting dressed and undressed. It's too hard with my cast. "

"Sure I'll help you but pick out your clothes first. And don't be a pervert about this."

I pick out jeans and a white t-shirt. I could get the shirt on fine on my own but I needed Jimin's help to get on my pants.

"Thanks Jimin!", I say to him as he leaves my room.

"JUNGKOOK YOU BETTER HURRY UP OR WE WILL BE LATE!", Jin hollers from downstairs.

"I'm coming Jin!"

I run downstairs and grab a pop tart and put on my shoes. Jin walks out of the house behind me first being sure to grab the car keys.

"Okay Jungkook let's go"
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"The area looks like it's healing well.", Doctor Park tells Jin and I. " we could probably get your arm out of a cast soon and remove the stitches."

"That would be amazing!" I say excitedly.

Jin and the doctor talk for a little bit longer then we leave the doctors office.

"Hyung!" I call out to him, " can we go and see Taehyung? I miss him"

"I miss him too. Let's go see him then. He's in the NICU again. I'll tell Namjoon that we will be a little longer."

We enter the elevator and I press the button for the 9th floor.

"Jungkook. Taehyung is still on the 7th floor.", Jin tells me.

"Oh" I say as I press the button for the 7th floor.

Jin and I stand in silence as the elevator travels up. When the elevator finally opens I turn in the opposite direction as Jin.

"Jungkook! That's the Cardiology Ward. Come this way to the Neurology Ward."

I'm on the verge of tears. I can't get anything right since the accident with Tae happened. I can't think straight. Why can't I think straight?

"So they decided to move Taehyung back to the NICU?", I ask Jin.

"Yes after his seizure they decided it was for the best."

"Do they know why Taehyung had the seizure Jin?"

"They told me it could be a sign of him regaining consciousness, the increase of electrical activity in the brain could cause a seizure. Especially since hasn't had much electric activity in his brain lately."

"So Taehyung is coming back. He's going to be okay?", I say excitedly as I start to cry.

Jin pulls me into a hug. I might finally get my friend back. It's been 13 days but it feels like a forever. I just want my friend back. Then I can be whole again.
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"Taehyung. It's Jungkook again. It's okay if you lose this battle. It.....it's okay...to..to.. to die" I start sobbing, "I will follow you to heaven if you go. You.... you won't be alone."

Jin comes back in to the NICU from going to the bathroom.

"Are you okay Jungkook?", he asks me.

"Yes. I'm okay. I just miss seeing Taehyung smile and laugh and being cute with everything that he does."

"Me too. But Taehyung he's fighting. He's fighting strong."

In my mind I know even though if he dies I'll still be with him. It will hurt only for a few hours but then I will join him. And I will be happy. But I don't want him to die. I want my Taehyung to come back home. Be with Jin and Namjoon and Jimin and Yoongi and Hoseok.

I miss him.