Today has been one of the worst days for me. Ok, so, my day started 3:30am to my brother knocking on my bedroom door. I was like a walking zombie getting out of bed to see what he wanted. When I opened the door he told me that our dad was having really bad chest pain. I was just like oh my god he's having a heart attack. This what my mom and brother thought to. My mom called the 911 and the ambulance came for my dad. My mom went with him up to the hospital and my brother and I stayed home so we can sleep. After that my mom text my brother and tell we don't have to go to school. My brother and I were like yay no school for us, sadly that didn't last long. At 6:30am my mom text me telling me that we have to go to school😭. I tell my brother and we get ready for school and I'm still texting my mom at the same time. I ask her what's wrong with my dad and she told me that it's his goal bladder, It exploded. My mom also told me that he needs surgery. That was the end of that conversation.

At school now, I quickly did my homework that I forgot to do. Then when the bill rings I go to my first class. Of course the teacher calls my name, I say hear and he keeps calling it. I say it three times, on the third time he hears it. I'm just like wtf, yesterday my home room teacher marked me absent and I got dressed coded again, and now I have to say my three time for him to hear it. The rest of the day went by easy, until 7th period. My stupid teacher made me take my summer reading text on the day we take notes. I was so pissed off, because I had to miss notes. Now tomorrow at lunch I have to copy my friend notes from that class and he has really bad handwriting.

When I final get home from a long day of hell. My mom tells my brother and I that our dad is going for surgery tomorrow at 7:00am. On top of that she tells us my dad has a big death risk, that's just great, not really. I hope everything goes ok. Oh and on top of that my nana and my aunt that I haven't seen and heard from in three years, decide it's best to talk shit about how my mom rises my brother and I, talk shit about my grandma, and talk shit about my brother and I only. It's very annoying and I just want to tell them off. I sadly can't. Ugggg, why is my life like this??!!

I hope tomorrow is a better day. It most likely won't be. I have to present some stupid project tomorrow and I have gym. I HATE gym and I HATE presenting in front of the class!!! Well I'm going to try and sleep and hope my anxiety doesn't start up.

Goodnight🌕🌌
Love y'all🖤☯️