July 25th 1987
》Alishia《
After a romantic weekend with Michael, I started having nightmares that had never happened to me before...
//I woke up alone at home again... Luke came back drunk as usual
– What are you looking at, slut?! – he yelled – Do your thing – he sat down on our bed
– I don't want to live like this anymore – I replied
Luke grabbed my wrists and pushed me against the wall, then grabbed some zip ties from the closet and clasped my hands behind my back
– It's not nice to oppose the owner, you miserable asshole whore
– Don't call me that!
– Shut your mouth, I'm talking! – He gave me a slap– And you, if you're not going to spend the rest of the day in a cell, do your thing – He took off his pants and boxers and sat down on the bed
I knelt in front of him and gave him a blowjob... again he made me swallow his sperm
– What are you waiting for?!
– For your command, master– I replied completely submissive
– Yeah. You're a good girl... As a reward, only an hour in the cell after our fun – He called a cell a room in our house 1.5×2 m, where he locked me up even for small things
– What shall I do, master?
– Lie on your back
– Yes master – I complied and lay down on the bed, but I clenched my legs so he wouldn't rape me again
– I like it when you resist like that.. – he stated and then wanted to spread my legs apart – You're not helping me
– I also like it when you make me hurt with these entrances and thrusts, oh master – I lied... I knew it would always appease him
– So that's how you want to have fun... consent. Took Duct Tape – do you love your master? – he asked
– Yes, master – I replied
– Then be quiet... – He taped my mouth shut – And now don't move otherwise than I tell you.
He grabbed my ankles and pulled my legs apart, taping them to the edges and bottom of the bed
– Now look me in the eye. One wink just a cock, two toy too
I blinked once.
– You know I don't give a shit about your opinion... – leaned and took a rubber dick from his 'magic chest' – It's for your swaggering yesterday and being late – He pressed the toy into my anus and then thrust into me with all his might
I cried in pain and fear
– You pissed me off with that bleating, and that's bad.
He freed me from the strap and zip ties, put on my 'punishment harness' and led me to the 'cell'
He called a 'punishment harness' something like panties, but made of leather and with two rubber dicks pointed centrally at my vagina and anus
As usual, he chained me to the wall
– You're going to sit there until tomorrow slut... I'll free you when I come back, And then I'll play with you... I'll buy us something cool... – He put a ball gag in my mouth and locked me there in the dark
I cried...
When he came back the next day, he wasn't alone, but with a girl and a suspicious guy
Luke locked the girl in a 'cell' and put me in the hands of another man
– Sorry Alish... I exchanged you for a more polite girl
The man who came with Luke took me to the car and then to his house, where he tied me to the bed naked and left me like that...//
– Alishia, what's going on? – Mike asked stroking my cheek
– I had a nightmare about what my ex was doing to me... – I replied in tears
– Come to me – He sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped me in a blanket and took me in his arms – With me you are safe... I won't let anyone even look askance at you... – he whispered calmly, hugging me to him
I felt so much safer in his arms and quickly fell asleep...
》Michael《
I felt guilty about Alishia's nightmares... I waited for her to fall asleep and put her down on the bed, then opened the window
I barely had time to get back to bed when I heard Alishia crying in her sleep again...
– Already... calmly... I'm with you... – I whispered hugging her – Don't cry...
》Alishia《
As soon as I stopped feeling close to Michael, my nightmares came flooding back...
//The man Luke gave me to came to me with another guy
– Try it out if you like it, it's 15K And she's yours. – he said to the other one
– Clear. Do you know if she's fertile?
– Luke said they didn't have to use protection. She's unlikely to give you a child, but she's perfect as a submissive
– Thanks.
He was right... Luke never use protection... He had been raping me for 3 years and I had never once gotten pregnant... I was pretty sure I was infertile
The guy Luke gave me to went to leave me alone with the other guy, and he was raping me mercilessly for 3 hours...//
– Alishia, take it easy... I'm here... – I heard Mike's words
– Mike, I've had that nightmare again...
– I have an idea. Sit at the foot of the bed for now...
I listened to him
He made a backrest out of pillows, put one in such a place that when he sat down he had it under his knees, and then he came over to me
– Come on baby... – He took me in his arms, then sat down on the bed, leaning against the pillows so that he continued to sit and hold me in his arms – Now try to fall asleep... you're safe with me...
He began to sing a quiet song... I fell asleep
》Michael《
As soon as Alishia fell asleep, I did too... We slept peacefully the rest of the night...
》Alishia《
In the morning I woke up in Michael's arms. He was sweet when he slept...
– Curl, get up... – I whispered while kissing his cheek
– Hi kitty... – he kissed me on the forehead – Why do you have nightmares when I don't hug you?
– I do not know... I feel safe with you... When you're gone, I'm scared...
– Come... Grace must have made breakfast by now...
– Promise me you'll never leave me alone in my life...
– Are you going to follow me to the bathroom?
– No exaggeration... but I don't want to be alone at night or when you go to the recordings
– I can take you to the studio... But what about the tour? You said you didn't want to go...
– I'll go... I'm going to quit my job, or I'm going to take a part-time job or something
– Come. We'll go to the boss and we'll sort it out
– Okay
After breakfast, we drove to the office
***
– Wait, wait... Did I understand correctly? – the boss asked – your father raped Alishia, you shot him, and now you're with Alishia? – he asked Michael
– Yes... and there's a thing, because we want to go on my tour together, and Alishia only has a sick leave until the end of the year... I've planned the tour for about 2 years
– I can't give her a dismissal without any grounds. My bosses are going to rip my head off... But there is one option
– What is it? – Michael asked
– I can give both of you a leave of absence, but only if you get married. Then you will get a leave of absence for the duration of your honeymoon, regardless of its duration. Or, forgive me for saying this, make yourself a baby. Leave for the duration of pregnancy And then taking care of the newborn. Take your pick.
Michael looked at me
– Alish? You decide... I don't want to force you to do anything
– Wedding... At home, I'll explain to you... You need to know something
– Wait until the end of your sick leave, Alishia, get married on the tour, and send me a copy of your marriage certificate.
– Thanks boss
We went back to Neverland...
– Alish? What did you want to tell me?
– The thing is... that I don't know if I can have children
– Why do you think so? – he hugged me
– None of the guys I was with used protection. I've never taken pills... I've never gotten pregnant... – I cried... I was afraid that he would leave me and I'd end up on the street
– It doesn't matter... Baby... I'm not interested in that at all... I love you anyway... Don't cry... Baby... I didn't get involved with you to have a child... this case that we had... after all, it could have been Mia... I don't even know what I would do... – he himself began to cry
》Michael《
Suddenly, Alishia slumped to the ground, unconscious...
I panicked and called my private doctor
M: Conrad help me!
C: Calm down. What happened?
M: Something with Alishia! I beg you to come to Neverland!
C: Michael, don't panic. Three deep breaths.
M: Better. Thanks... Look, she fainted, I know why
C: I'm going. You have first aid training. Control her breathing and general condition. I'll be there in 30-35 minutes
M: Clear... but please don't hang up.
C: I can't talk and drive at the same time.
M: Turn on the speakerphone... If her condition changes, I'll tell you.
C: Consent
I monitored Alishia's condition until Conrad arrived.
Conrad did some tests on her, woke Alishia up...
– So, yes. I have two diagnoses – he stated as he sat down in front of us
– Start with worse – I replied
– It's either a cancer tumor or...
– And the better one?
– Or pregnancy. Go to the hospital. Let them check...
***
I took Alishia to the hospital, where after 3 hours we got the results. I had to sit down.
Conrad wasn't wrong. Alishia had a cancerous tumor.
– Mr. Jackson, are you okay? – asked the doctor who gave me Alishia's results
– Yes... Is there anything that can be done? I can't lose it
– It is. In half an hour we take her to the operating room.
– Could this tumor have had an impact on the fact that she has not become pregnant so far despite many attempts?
– Yes. There is a good chance that removing it will make it possible for her to have children, but I would advise you to wait six months after the procedure
– Can I see her before surgery?
– Yes, please go this way
He took me to Alishia
– Michael, I'm scared...
– Spokojnie... nie ruszę się ze szpitala...
– Mike, let's get married before my surgery
I looked at the doctor
– Do you have a shrine in this hospital or something? Priest? Whatever?
– Yes.
He called someone, and after a while, a man walked into Alishia's room
– Matt Davis, pastor – he introduced himself
– Michael Jackson – I replied – This is Alishia. My fiancée... We wanted to get married before the surgery that awaited her
– I understand. Many couples decide to make such a move
The pastor officiated at our wedding, and after a while they took Alishia to the operating room
I waited out the whole operation in front of this room, crying. I was also scared for Alishia... I couldn't lose my second wife...
After two hours, the operation was over and they took Alishia to her room... She was still under anesthesia and was supposed to stay under it for another 3 hours...
– Mr. Jackson, may I have a request for you? – asked as she peered into the room a short, thin, red-haired woman dressed like most of the doctors here
– Yes. What's going on?
– There is a 10-year-old girl with leukemia in pediatric oncology... Could you visit it? She can only talk about you
– Clear... I need to breathe... Do you have a eyeliner? I've got to improve my appearance
– Yes...
I walked with her to the staff bathroom, where she offered to help me save my appearance.
Later, I went with her to the girl's room, buying a teddy bear at the hospital kiosk on the way
– Kayah, you've got a guest – said the woman as she entered her room
– My parents came?
– No
– I don't want anyone else!
– And the bet you'll be happy?
– You're going to lose
– I wouldn't be sure – I interjected
The girl turned you around and looked at me
– I'm dead, right? Or I'm dreaming it – She stated
– No, don't worry. You're alive and awake. – I replied and walked over to her – I'm here by accident, but I'm here.
– But Mia is fine? – she asked worriedly
– Yes, don't worry... I'm fine too, if you asked... My... Now my wife... She had a surgery and that's it
– When did you get married?
– About 2.5 hours ago... you know, just symbolic... How do you feel?
– I don't even have the strength to get up... I know perfectly well that I will die in a few days.
– It's going to be fine... I believe in you, you will win. You've got a teddy bear here – I handed her the toy
– Why are you crying?
– It's hard for me to think about dying children... you're 3 years older than Mia... I can't imagine what I'd do if she were you...
– Michael, I have a request...
– What is it?
– Can I take a picture with you?
– Yes...
The girl asked the doctor to take some pictures of us
– I have an idea. I just need to get in touch with your parents
– What's your idea?
– I'll take you to Neverland... I'll try at least
***
I went back to Alishia's room, the anesthesia slowly drained from her body.
She began to fidget nervously and mumble something
– Baby, don't worry... I am here... – I grabbed her hand and started stroking her hair
A few minutes later, she was conscious
– Mike, how I want to go home
– You have to lie here for a day or two... You know... it's about your well-being... I've talked to the doctor... He says that this tumor may have been the reason you didn't get pregnant...
– Mike, Promise that when I recover from the surgery, we'll have a real wedding
– We'll have... But we'll have a wedding after the tour
– I know.. Michi... Stay here... I don't want to be here alone...
I heard a conversation from the hallway
– I'm sorry, but her condition is very bad... I understand that this is your daughter, but... it is better to spare her suffering...
– It's a child, not a dog!
– It's not like a veterinarian's sleep. We're going to put her in a coma so she doesn't suffer
– I'm not going to let you kill Kayah
I froze... I was pretty sure they were talking about this girl from oncology
– Wait Alishia... I need to check something
I left the room and walked over to the doctor and the couple who were talking to him
– Excuse me, are you talking about this girl from oncology?
– Yes... What about her? – Kaya's mother looked at me only after asking me a question and turned pale instantly
– I've talked to her – I replied – I wanted to please her and take her to Neverland... But I didn't know it was so bad with her...
– Unfortunately... The girl doesn't stand a chance anymore – the doctor replied
– Give me a minute – I said and ran to her room.
The little girl cried and curled up on the bed
– Kayah?
– Were... – She hissed
– What hurts you? – I sat down by her bed
– Everything... I heard what the doctor was saying to the nurses... I'll be dead by tomorrow
– I believe in you, you will win... You will survive... everything will be fine...
– Don't cry...
– How can I not cry? You're 10 years old...
– Tell the doctors to call my parents
– I'll see what I can do... I'll do anything to keep you alive...
– Can you give me a hug?
– Yes... – I hugged her – Do not worry... it's going to be fine...
The doctor and the girl's parents entered the room
– Mr. Jackson, I'm sorry, but I have to ask you to leave the room... – the doctor said to me.
I got up and wanted to leave, but Kayah grabbed my hand
– I don't want him to go out – she said
– I can't say no to a dying child – stated Kayah's mother – let him stay...
– When this drip is over, the nurse will change it to another one with the medicine I told you about.
– Can I eat something? – the girl asked
– Yes, but now... 'Cause you might not feel good later
– Mom, I want fries
(30 minutes later)
I sat by Kayah's bedside, who was getting weaker with each passing moment... The medication given to her by the nurse slowly deprived her of sensation and consciousness...
I felt her let go of my hand...
She began to close her eyes...
When Kayah's heart stopped beating, Kayah's mother dropped to her knees and burst into tears
I crouched beside her
– Calm down... – I hugged her – I'll help you...
– Why did God take away my only child? – she asked tearfully
– Only?
– Yes... What was my fault?
– Your nothing... no one is to blame here... Maybe it was to protect her from something that was yet to happen...
The woman burst into tears completely
– I'll help you with the funeral – I offered.
I calmed the woman down, then went back to Alishia
– Mike, where have you been? – she asked
I sat down by her bed
– When your surgery was over and you were unconscious, a pediatric oncology doctor came here. She asked me to visit a 10-year-old girl from her ward... Kayah had leukemia... A few minutes ago, she died... I sat by her side until the last moment...
– You really are overprotective... Michael, wake up the hell. You are oversensitive about the safety and care of children
– Are you surprised? First this kidnapping, now this... I still don't know what I'd do if Mia or you were in either of them
– Michael, you need to shake it off or you're going to go grey before you're 40...
– Would it bother you?
– I don't, but your career would fall apart
– Hairdressers and wigs are there for something
– Michi, I had a doctor when you were gone. He said that if my condition didn't change, I would be discharged tomorrow, but I would have to go for dressing changes and check-ups.
– Do not worry... You know what... I promised Kayah's parents that I would help them with the funeral...
– Michael, heal yourself. It's starting to turn into paranoia
– Do you know what Kayah asked when I said I was here by accident?
– What?
– She asked if Mia was okay...
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