I've Hurt Myself by Hurting You
Stella's Pov:
I groaned when i saw the text message. I thought I had gotten rid of him!
I guess I was wrong...
What?!
I typed back angrily.
"Hey, what's wrong? You look like you're about to break the screen on your phone." Ty said, chuckling a bit.
"Oh, just some dude that won't leave me alone." I said nonchalantly, but knowing Ty, he probably wouldn't let it go.
"Oh." Was his response and I raised an eye brow.
Ok, so I guess he did let it go. But I'm sure he'll bring up up later...I mean, he probably will...
"But I hate him." I added quickly, sensing something was up.
"No, it's okay" He said, as if he didn't believe that I actually hated the guy. *Cough Harry Styles Cough*
"No, seriously. I hate him, I don't even know how he got my phone." I said and he nodded.
Buzz.
Wanna hang out later?
I narrowed my eyes at the screen.
What do you want Styles?
I asked him. This boy was certainly something..
Just hang out!
He typed back innocently.
No.
I typed back bluntly and I could almost feel him narrowing his eyes at my message.
Ty looked uncomfortable just sitting there and I kind of felt bad for him so I started to talk again, although I knew certain someone would text me again.
"So whatcha doing for your birthday?" I asked him randomly.
He chuckled and I shrugged.
"Stel, my birthday isn't until December." He said, still laughing at my random and stupid question.
"But now that you mention it," He started. "When is your birthday?" He asked me, raising an eye brow.
"You know, on that month of the year..." I said and he gave me a skeptical look before he burst out laughing.
"Seriously though, when is your birthday?" He asked me and I bit my lip.
I really don't know why I didn't want to tell Ty. Maybe it was just the fact that I never really had anyone besides Jane to celebrate my birthday and I'm afraid he'll just forget and I honestly don't know.
I need to stop rambling...
"Stella! Tell meeee!!" He whined and I had to stop myself from fangirling because he looked so adorable whining and giving me puppy eyes.
No Stella. Be strong.
"No." I said, finding his reactions quite amusing.
"But I told you mine!" He said and I rolled my eyes at his childish comback.
"Fine. It's on June 3rd." I said and then smirked, "I think." I added.
"Yes. It's on that day." I said.
He smiled and then frowned.
"But that's like...this week!!" He said and stood up quickly.
Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.
Stupid Harry.
"Bye!" He said, standing up from his chair.
"Where are you going?!" I asked him and he gave me a lopsided smile.
"Somewhere." He said and have me a peck on the cheek before running off to his car.
I would've said something to him, but I was to startled to do anything.
My cheeks were probably burning right now.
Ty just kissed my cheek. Without a waring...
That fudging-
Buzz.
"Ugh." I said and looked at my phone.
[4 new messages]
How bout we meet at Starbucks?
At 5pm
Please?
HELLO?
He is so annoying.
Yeah sure. So all the paps can bombard us with questions. Sounds lovely.
I texted back sarcastically.
It took him at least three seconds to text back.
Then where? :(
I raised an eye brow and bit my lip. I stared at the screen intently as if I looked at it long enough I'd know the answer to his question.
Ugh, but I don't want to see him again.
Yes you do.
Said a voice in the back of my mind.
No I don't!
You know you want to.
I rolled my eyes, and then frowned for being stupid and arguing with myself.
Fine. At my place.
I sent the message and immediately regretted it. Oh shoot. What did I just get myself into?!
Ur kiddin rite?
He texted back and I could tell he was extremely surprised.
No. And only today and the you have to leave me alone.
I typed back.
Ok. Just send me ur address.
And so I did.
Ha. Kind of weird how I just moved here and I've had Taylor Swift over at my house and now the one and only Harry Styles.
Who would've ever thought...
Certainly not me, that's for sure...
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Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.
"I'm COMING!" I yelled, annoyed at Harry for being so darn impatient.
I opened the door to find the curly haired boy standing there against the door frame smiling at me.
He was wearing a beanie, jeans, white converse and a white t-shirt with a hoodie over it.
He was wearing a casual outfit, yet he managed to look so hot.
Snap out of it.
Click.
"What the heck?" I asked him and he started laughing.
"Did you just take a picture of me?!" I asked, already annoyed by his presence.
I should've never told him where I live. What was I thinking? Oh wait. I wasn't thinking.
I'm such an idiot.
"Your face was just so funny..." He said, still chuckling a bit.
"Well you can come back when you're not gonna insult me so bye." I said and started closing the door but he pulled it back open.
"Ok ok, I'm sorry." He apologized and I gave him a look.
"Well now that you're here, what do you want?" I asked.
"Aren't you going to ask me if I want to go in?" He asked me and I rolled my eyes.
"Annoying, and egocentric. You're so full of yourself. Just because you're famous doesn't mean the world revolves around you Styles. I was about to offer but since you asked then no. You can't come in." I said.
He looked for a second but then smirked.
"And you're just as moody in person as you are when we text." He said and I rolled my eyes.
"Speaking of, how the fudge did you get my number?" I asked and he smiled, revealing his dimples.
"The hotel gave it to me." He said bluntly and i could already feel my anger radiating.
"And why in the world would you want it?! In fact, why did you even want to talk to me?!" I asked.
I don't know what it was, but this boy annoyed me so much. He made angry even if he was hot.
He...he frustrated me. I didn't like it, but he just brought this angry side of me.
And I have no clue why.
"Because I wanted to know you." Was his response.
I frowned.
"W-why?" I asked him with a small voice, and his expression softened.
"I don't know. From the moment I saw you on that plane something came over me and I just felt like you needed someone there for you." He said and I knew what he meant by that.
"Your eyes looked so sad, and they hold so many emotions that I can't figure out." He replied honestly and I gulped.
My eyes started to water and I quickly looked away to avoid eye contact with this boy.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. It was just that no one ever seem to care for me and now this guy that I don't even know, an international pop star, wants to help me.
I don't know what happened, but I hugged him.
Hugged him like there was no tomorrow.
"Thanks." I mumbled into his shirt and he looked down at me and smiled.
"No problem." He said and we went inside.
We took a seat on the couch and I really hated myself for doing what I'm about to do.
"H-Harry.." I started.
"Yeah?" He asked me.
"I really appreciate you trying to help me..but I really don't want you to help me." I said and he frowned.
That sounded really mean, but there was no other way to put it.
"What? Why?" He asked me, furrowing his eye brows, clearly confused.
"Look, I've got my friends and I'm okay now. I had a rough past but it's perfectly fine now. And besides, I honestly don't want to deal with any hate or the paps following me and asking questions about us." I replied honestly and he nodded slowly.
"I'm sorry. But are you sure you're fine?" He asked and I nodded.
Ok, so maybe not everythin was perfectly fine because Jane might..you know. Leave me. Forever.
"I guess it's okay. I understand." He said and started to stand up.
"You're leaving already?" I asked and I regretted saying it because it sounded like I was sad that he was leaving.
Which I'm not sad about.
Yes you are.
Shut up.
"Yeah, the boys and me were going out for dinner so yeah." He said.
"Oh, right. Ok bye I guess." I said and he smiled.
"We can still text right?" he asked and I nodded. "But don't worry. I won't ask you if you wanna hang out anymore." He added and my heart broke a little.
"Ok. Bye." I said and he gave me a quick hug and left.
Just as he shut the door, I felt the anger boiling inside of me again.
He left me. He walked out of my life. Just like everyone else back home.
Except for Jane.
I knew I shouldn't have met up with him.
I hurt my self, by hurting him.
Wow.
But it was ME who told him to leave me alone right?
Okay, so maybe the thing is everyone always gives up on me very easily so I thought this time it might've been different..
But no. It isn't any different. And much less with a member of the most popular boy band on Earth...
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"But I want to see my sister!" I whined at the lady sitting in the front desk of the hospital.
"I'm sorry m'am, but Jane said she didn't want anyone visiting her." She said.
"But I'm her sister! I always come visit her! Why can't I just talk to her for a second?" I asked and the lady rolled her eyes.
"I'm sorry m'am but she is not in a condition for anyone to see her right now." She said and my eyes widened.
"W-what do you mean by that? Is she okay though?" I asked worriedly.
She has to be okay. She cannot leave me!
"Miss, I don't know. If you need someone to talk to about that it's the doctor, not me." She said and I just stood there for a few seconds.
"Can I talk to him?" I asked and she sighed.
"Hold on a second." She said.
She stood up and went down a hallway.
I sat down on one of the chairs and waited patiently.
A few minutes passed and she hadn't come back yet so I decided to take out my phone and text Ty.
I unlocked the screen and saw that he Had already texted me.
Ello
He typed and I laughed. Ty had weird ways of saying hello.
He'd always text something weird.
Yello
I texted back.
Before he could reply, the lady came back.
"Miss?" She said, and I stood up and walked over to her.
"The doctor is available right now. Just go down the 200 hallway, fifth room on the left." She directed and I nodded.
"Okay, thank you." I said and started walking in the direction she had said.
I kept walking until I found the room.
I turned the door knob and walked in.
"Hello Stella." the doctor said as I shut the door behind me.
"Hello." I said and he motioned his hand for me to take a seat on one of the red chairs.
I did as I was told.
Or motioned...whatever. I sat down.
"You're Jane's sister right?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yup."
"We have some news..." He said.
I gulped. I know he didn't say bad news, but for some reason I had the feeling he wasn't about to tell me anything good...
"Jane only has three months to live."
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A/N
Okay, I am SO sorry I hadn't updated in quite a while but i had been on vacation and my sister is always on the computer and things just got worse when i found out my parents had put a time limit on my computer account...I know, it sucks....
Any who, here's the next chapter!
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