Author's Note:

Thanks for the 400+ views! This is a 2x1, to express my gratitude.

Guys, at the end of this chapter there is going to be a bit of violence, so if you are not very comfortable with it, you may not read it. I'll still post a warning before it starts.

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Jade's POV:

I'm not jealous, I'm fine, totally fine. I trust Tory, I shouldn't be jealous. She is with me, I'm with her. She is mine, no one else's.

"Don't worry, babe, you are the only girl I want," her words resounded around my head. It was true, I was the girl she wanted, but there was also a boy.

Flashback:

1 year and 8 months before.

I'm cuddling my beautiful girlfriend after we took our relationship to the other stage. Just us with our love for each other, she told me the truth, it was just the worst hangover ever, she rested her beautiful head full of black hair in my naked chest, I was playing with it, she was still asleep.

Last night was incredible, I remember the lust in her blue eyes, how she screamed my name, full of ecstasy and fire, I was the luckiest girl in the world, I had the most beautiful girlfriend ever, and she was everything that was right in my life.

Suddenly, her phone rang, she was still asleep, so I let it rang, it was her phone, I wouldn't snoop and violate her privacy.

It rang again, and again. Who the hell wanted to talk with her that desperately? Maybe it was a relative, I got up from my bed, put on some clothes and searched her phone, she is close with her family, so maybe they wanted to talk with her.

I found it, but the number was blocked, there were 13 lost calls. There were more text messages, I wasn't paying attention, until I saw my name.

"Jade, it's as good as me?"

"I remember all the sex we had, damn, that girl is good"

"Now that you slept with the Silver queen, you are gonna dump her?"

"You know how easy it is to get tired of her"

"She is good for a few bangs, but she isn't girlfriend material"

"Come on, Catherine, answer the damn phone"

"Didn't you missed me last night? All the secret sex thing, it's great"

"Use her as long as you want, she is used to that"

My heart just crushed, I'm like that? Catherine was cheating on me again?

End of flashback.

"Jade?" I heard my girlfriend's voice, "are you okay?" there was a tear threatening to go out of my eye, I looked the floor.

"Yeah" I wiped the tear, "ready to go to the dojo?" I asked.

"Are you sure you are okay?"

"Yeah, just, you know, bad memories" I laughed nervously and scratched the back of my neck.

"You don't have to be jealous" she told me, and I looked at her.

"I'm not jealous, Tor" I answered almost instantly, "put this" I handed her the helmet.

She sighed and took the helmet.

We got into the motorcycle and I turned it on, I don't like to drive when I'm in a mood, so I tried to calm.

Some minutes later we were arriving to the dojo, I parked, and we got off. There was a crowd outside.

"I'm gonna go and see if my father needs something," I told Tory, and entered the dojo.

"Hey, Jade," my dad greeted me.

"Hey," I greeted back.

"I have a gift for you," he told me and hand me a box.

"What is it?" I asked, opening the box.

"That's your belt, Jade" he explained to me, "and that gi it's the first one that I used when I started teaching"

In fact, that was my belt, I received it in Japan, when they congratulated me, and he was so damn proud. But I thought that he threw it away when we fought.

"Thanks, dad" I answered, and I hugged him, that belt was one of my greatest achievements, and I tried to hide it for so much time.

"No problem, Jade" he hugged me back, "once a cobra, always a cobra" he told me, "and you will always be the queen cobra here, Jade"

We separated, and I smiled at him, he smiled back.

"I've missed you" I told him, it was the truth, a daughter needs his father sometimes.

"I've missed you, Jade" he told me, and I think he means it, "now go and rule the world"

I smiled at him and headed to the bathroom.

After 5 minutes I was out, in my new karate gi, I already tied my belt, it was special because it had my name and last name in Japanese (ジェイドリンシルバー) and the Cobra Kai in the same language (コブラ会) one at one end and the other one in the other.

I looked myself in the mirror, and damn, I look hot.

Tory was there too, we looked like yin and yang, she was completely in white and I in black.

"Everybody, fall in!" my dad yelled, Kreese was by his side.

"Today we have a new teacher," Kreese said.

"She is a karate prodigy" my dad added, "known as one of the youngest black belts ever"

"She is a natural cobra" Kreese proudly said, "and one of the best students Cobra Kai has had"

"Finally, the daughter returns home" he looked at me, "I present to you my daughter, Jade Silver" I walked to the center of the dojo, everyone started clapping for me, some of them were searching their phones.

"Thanks, it's a pleasure being here," I said, and I smiled.

"You will refer to her as Sensei Jade or Sensei Silver, understood?" My dad asked-commanded, "they are all yours" he told me.

"Well, most of you are here because you saw how I kicked someone ass," I started, "being in Cobra Kai it's a privilege" I looked at them, "you don't choose Cobra Kai, we choose you" I smirked at their newly scared faces "All the new ones take a step in front!" I shouted, "you are gonna choose one of these, newbies" I screamed and pointed to some numbers in paper in the floor, "first, you have any fight knowledge, second, you came here because you saw I kicked someone ass, or you had nothing to do with your life and third you are here because you wants to be the bully and not the bullied" they stayed still, with horror faces, I saw that even Tory was kinda scared, "for yesterday, morons!" I shouted at them.

"What is this for?" I heard someone mumbled, while the rest were organizing.

"To select you, gotta fight if you wanna stay," I told them.

"Sensei Jade it's right, we don't want weaklings in our lines," Kreese said.

There were 6 people in the first line, 28 in the second and 15 in the third.

"Hey! Don't start without me!" I heard someone yelled from the parking lot.

"Who the hell is that?" I asked myself.

"I'm back into Cobra Kai!" now I recognized that voice.

She entered the dojo, she had a black belt and a Cobra Kai gi. Suddenly, my hands turned into fists and I had a single thought, make her suffer.

"May I ask who the hell are you?" My dad said.

"My name, it's Aisha Robinson" she said, and entered like if she owned the place.

"Where did you get that?" he asked.

"Sensei Lawrence, he gave it to me" she answered, and I swear I heard Kreese scoff.

"That has zero value in here," Kreese said.

"I earned it," she spit.

"Yeah? Where is the certification of that?" I asked.

"I don't have one" she looked at me.

"Then you don't have a black belt," I smirked at her.

"At least you got the certifications of your past belts?" my dad asked.

"No, I was promoted from white to black"

"That doesn't have any sense," my father told her.

"That belt as Sensei Jade told you, it's useless" Kreese was the one talking now.

"Sensei?" she scoffed, "you have to be kidding"

"Have any problem with that?" I asked, glaring at her.

"Yes, I do," she told me.

"I won my belt, not like others" I kept my intimidating glare, "it isn't fair if they just give it to you on a silver platter"

"I bet that was what happened to you"

"Yeah? Why don't we take this to the mat and see who is...?" I was interrupted by my father.

"Look, girl, this is my dojo, you can't come here and insult my daughter," he said.

"Now daddy comes to rescue?" she asked mockingly. I am going to kill her.

I didn't notice when my fists started to bleed, great, I cut myself.

"I'm gonna wash my hands, hey Aish-bitch, join the first line, and take off that belt, you don't deserve it" I told her while I left to find the first aid.

I returned with my hands washed and bandaged, everyone was exactly in the same place.

"Second person, third line" I shouted, a wimpy kid, looked like he was 12, raised his hand.

"It's me," he said shyly.

"Well, are you bullied, kid?" I asked, no filter at all.

"Yes" he said.

"See that dummy over there?" I pointed at a dummy, he nodded, "go there, think of your bully and hit it" I said, he did as I said, but it was a weak punch, "come on, kid, punch harder" he punched harder, and I smirked, "are you gonna continue being bullied?"

"No" he said.

"I can't hear you!" I screamed.

"No!" he shouted, he was punching really hard, that dummy.

"No, what?" I asked-shouted at him.

"No, Sensei Jade!" he continued punching until the dummy was on the floor, I smirked.

"What's your name, kiddo?" I asked him, offering my hand to him, his knuckles were bleeding a little.

"Aaron Jones" he told me and shook my hand.

"Congratulations, now you are a cobra" he smiled, and I smiled back, before giving him one of the pins that my dad gave me.

"Thanks, Sensei Jade" he bowed at me, I bowed back.

"Go with them," I told he, pointing at the cobras, he nodded and went there.

"Good job" Tory told him.

"See how easy was that?" I asked them, "he had attitude and spirit, that's why now, he will be the one that it's feared, and not the one with fear"

"Someone volunteers to be the next one?" dad asked.

"I do" the voice of a guy from the first line was heard.

"Well, what type of fight experience you have?" Kreese asked.

"I practiced boxing for 1 and a half years," he answered.

"Why you wanna join Cobra Kai?" dad asked again.

"I want to continue fighting, plus, I saw there were hot girls in here" he said looking at Tory and winking at me, today is the day of the douchebag that hits on my girlfriend?

"Well, you have experience, I'm gonna put you with one of our best fighters" I said, trying to swallow my anger, "Keene" I looked at Robby, "let's see if he can put up a good fight"

"Yes, Sensei" Robby said, and he attacked the boy out of nowhere.

They started fighting, the boy just send punches like a crazy man, he didn't block that well, he didn't kick, so, it was easy for Robby to beat him up. He was panting and grunting.

"Ups, look like you are not meeting hot girls" I smirked, "get away from here" he nodded, and he left with his pride.

"Well done, Keene" I smiled at Robby, he gave me a half-smile.

"Any other volunteer?" Kreese asked, but no one spoke.

"Let's continue" I said, "second line, person seven" a girl raised her hand.

"That's me," she answered.

"Why are you here, girl?" I asked.

"I saw how you fought at school, and I wanna do the same thing, and protect the ones that I love" she was brunette, and I will say she was the same age as Aaron.

"Do you think you could fight anyone here?" I told her.

"I don't think so, I am a little weak, but I could try" she answered, and I smiled.

"Come here" I made a signal, so she will follow me to the boxing bag, "hit this" she kicked it.

"Like that?" she asked.

"Why you kicked and not punch?" I asked her.

"Well, everyone else always start with punches, and I saw that you started using your legs" I smiled at her, it was true, most of the time I use my legs first.

"What's your name?"

"Elizabeth Jones" she answered.

"Are you sister of Aaron?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah, we are twins" she told me, smiling. I smiled, and I gave her the pin.

"There you go, Thing 2" I told her.

"Oh my god! Thanks for giving me the chance!" she hugged me, I'm not a fan of people invading my personal space, but this cutie could do it.

"Go with your brother" I winked at her, and she run to hug her brother.

"We are in!" they shout in sync, I looked at them.

"Keep it down," Tory whispered to them, looking at me.

"Oops, sorry," Elizabeth said, I chuckled.

The class went like that, we had 34 new students, Tory kicked some asses, we already dismissed them, exceot for the twins, their mother haven't arrived yet, we were almost done when the annoying voice talked again.

"You aren't gonna call me!?" she exclaimed. I rolled my eyes, before inhaling and calming myself down.

"Chill down" I answered, "you have experience, choose someone to fight"

"Anyone?" she asked.

"Anyone, I couldn't care less," I answered, "I'm not accepting you here, anyway" I shrugged.

"But if I win?" she asked again, and I'm starting to desperate.

"If you win, that is clearly stupid, you won't stay" I smirked at her.

"Grow up, Silver," she told me, "what if I win you let me stay and give me the certification of my black belt?" she proposed.

I scoffed, "do you think I'm stupid? I'm not accepting you here, I don't trust you"

"If I lose, you can do whatever you want," she tried to convince me.

"I already do whatever I want, so, the answer it's no" I glared at her, and turn around, walking to the office for a coffee.

"Are you afraid of losing?" I tried to ignore her, and I continue walking.

"Are you afraid of what they will think about you?" calm down, Jade, calm down.

"Are you a spoiled princess who can't deal with pressure?" she is trying to get in your nerves.

"I know what it is" I stopped my track.

"You are afraid of feeling unwanted and replaced later, right?" that was the drop that filled the glass, I would not let her talk shit about me anymore. My consciousness disappeared, along with my calm.

(TW) Here starts the violence.

Tory's POV:

Why Aisha, it's being such a bitch with Jade? They just met! Jade it's making her best effort, I need to add that, I'm sure I would have already killed her in the spot if she was talking to me like that.

"I know what it is," Aisha said, and Jade stopped walking.

"You are afraid of feeling unwanted and replaced later, right?" oh shit, Jade, it's gonna kill her.

As I predicted, Jade turned around, there was a dangerous flash in her eyes, but they weren't green, they were dark brown, almost black. Shit, I remember she told me that her eyes changed it's color depending on her mood, if she was upset, they will be kind of hazel, when she is sad, they will turn honey, almost gold. But I remember something specific, "if you see that they are almost black, run, nothing good goes later", those were her words. 

"It's a deal" Jade said, she had a scary tone.

"I'm fighting you" Aisha said full of confidence, dude, that's not a good idea right now.

"I'm glad to hear that" Jade said, her voice was deep and full of anger.

Jade kicked Aisha's face with her heel, a little more down, and she would have made permanent damage, Aisha's glasses were broken.

"You bitch!" Aisha shouted and tried to punch Jade, but she quickly ducked and kneed Aisha's ribs multiple times. She was making combos of elbow-punch, kick-elbow, knee-elbow, any kind of combination you can think of.

The twins had shocked faces, I mean, Jade was super nice to them, but now they are witnessing how she is violently fighting Aisha. I told them to go to the office and bring a cup of coffee as soon as possible, Jade told me that she drank that much coffee to calm down and don't explode.

The senseis were just looking the scene amazed, with grins in their faces, they were truly happy that Jade turned into a psycho-karate-machine.

"Stop, please, you win," Aisha plead, panting, she was bleeding, her Cobra Kai gi had blood now.

"The fight isn't over until the enemy it's finished" Jade said, pure venom and rage in her words, she was starting to scare me, "don't worry, this will be over soon" she said with a cynic smile.

Aisha now had a face full of fear.

Jade was about to end the fight, and I knew how, Quicksilver.

Jade took Aisha from her neck and pushed her against a wall, damn, she is strong, like, so much. Aisha cried out in pain. 

Jade smirked at that sound, the sound of pain, the pain she was provoking. 

She threw Aisha again to the floor, with a loud sound Aisha hit the mat. 

Jade walked slowly to her, like a predator does with its prey, she circled her. Jade had no injuries at all.

"I think she is finished," Kreese said.

"She is not," Jade said, "come on, I want to play a little more,"

"She is finished, Jade," her dad spoke now, walking slowly to her.

"Don't bother me!" Jade shouted, her dad just nodded.

Aisha didn't move at all, but, she was coughing, whining and complaining.

"Well, let's finish this the correct way" Jade smirked, "you can't stand, so I already covered that part" she elbowed her ribs, Aisha grunted, all her air was gone "your glasses are gone, so I doubt you see something, but still" she punched very hard Aisha's nose, it was bleeding at the instant, but Aisha was still conscious, "are you still conscious? What a fighter, maybe I'll accept you" she chuckled, "so, it's not over yet" her voice was disturbing. She ripped the belt off her waist.

I decided to step in. Maybe I'm signing the contract of my doom.

"Jade!" I shouted and everybody looked at me, except her.

I walked slowly to her, she had a confused look on her face.

"Don't do this" I pleaded, "Jade, calm down" 

"Don't tell me what to do!" she shouted, "I'm not your fucking toy!" now she was looking directly at me, "I'm not your damn pet!"

"You are not, you..." I tried to talk, but I was cut off.

"I'm what!?" she got up from Aisha's semi-conscious body.

"You are different" the words just left my mouth freely.

She smiles in a sinister way.

"There it is," she chuckles softly.

What's wrong with her? I see how she tries to sweep my legs and I take a step back.

"Jade! Stop that!" I command her, oh, shit, I commanded her.

She starts to walk again to me.

I do what I always do when I feel I'm in danger, attack. I push her and punch her in the face, harder than I pretended. She falls in the mat.

"You shouldn't have done that..." she almost whispers, touching her jaw and smirking.

"Jade! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to punch you that hard!" I quickly say.

Jade got up, and she looked at me, her eyes were black, my sweet green-eyed girl was gone.

She tore the collar off her neck, and took it in her hand and put the jade stone end pointing outside.

I'm sure I had a terrified look, that jade stone looked sharp.

"Please, Jade. I'm very sorry" I pleaded her, I felt tears in my eyes.

"Calm down, babe" she walked closer to me, "this will teach you to not play other stunt like that, ever" she whispers in my ear.

The next thing I felt was the jade stone being pressed against the back of my shoulder, and how it traveled in a straight line. 

I closed my eyes and tried to not cry, because it was painful.

"Come on, babe" Jade whispered in my ear, "cry, and I will stop" she smugly said, "just, one sob, and it will be over" her breath made me shiver.

I couldn't resist more and sobbed a little, and that's when Jade stopped.

"Learn from this, babe" she gave me a kiss in the cheek, "or else it'll be way worse, understood?"

My eyes were refusing to open and see her, so I just nodded.

"Good" she says before walking away from me.

(End of TW)

Jade's POV:

My hands are full of blood, what the hell happened to me? She was released? No, it can't be possible, "I knew you were a heartless monster" I'm not, I'm not, calm down, Jade. My necklace has blood, I want coffee, no, I need coffee.

I'm shaking, I've never felt that much stress since that day... Jade, don't think about that. Coffee, coffee now.

The scene just replayed in my head, "Please, Jade. I'm very sorry", no, no... "cry, and I will stop" those were the words that exited my mouth.

I hurt Tory, I attacked her... "All you do is damage" her words were on my head like a permanent loop, the memories were coming back, those memories I tried to overcome, one of the worst parts in my life.

Flashback:

1 year and 7 months before:

One month has transferred since I found those weird messages in Catherine's phone, I haven't had the guts to ask her about it, it's quite difficult when she avoids me and changes the subject, or when she is horny and turns into a I-want-to-have-sex-right-now-machine.

Everything has turned strange since yesterday because I didn't want to skip class to have sex with her, I wasn't in the mood, she turned into a sobbing mess, and started screaming that I was having an affair and that that's why I didn't want to.

Completely crazy, I tried to be empathic with her, after all, her parents are divorcing, and I'm her girlfriend, so I need to support her no matter what. I'm leaving my locker and heading to my next class, stage fighting.

My institute it's known for being focused on performing arts, my dad did that part well, at least something good. God, I miss him, and I miss my mother, I haven't seen them in a while, I think they hate me, most of all my dad, maybe I should've continued with the martial arts, maybe one day I'll give them a shot.

My mom it's complicated, she proclaims that I'm the reason why her model career went downhill, I tried to not let it affect me, but it was hard, she always had a disapproval look in her eyes. When I started making money, she took it all and spent it in a casino, she also used to smoke, I grew up with the constant smoke odor.

Once, I asked her why she did that, and she told me that it was to die faster. I was seven years old. Can you think about what a girl thinks when her mother tells her that?

Well, let's not think about the bad, I'm a positive person, I still have hope in this world, everything it's gonna be okay one day.

I didn't notice, I'm already in the classroom, I greet my teacher, he greets me back, he was Catherine's dad, so I was always kind to him.

Catherine entered, we shared the class. She sat by my side, later she started to passionately kiss me, I was a little ashamed, because it was in front of her dad, so I pulled back and pecked her, she sighed and death-glared me, I still don't get why she had that change of moods.

The class started and Mr. Fletcher asked that Catherine and I made a representation of a stage fight, we walked to the center of the classroom and discuss what we were gonna do.

"Action!" he screamed.

"Oh, Mary" I said in my role, "please don't do it"

"Kate, you know I have to" she said, she was an excellent actress, BTW.

"You can't attack me if I attack you first!" I said.

"Try it" she said, and I started to 'swing', "it's that all you got?" later, she hit me, like, for real, three times.

I ignore it, it was hard, but I needed to continue with the scene.

"Not at all" I 'kicked' her, directly to the ribs, but she falls and starts to groan, "cut!" she screams and everyone went there to help her.

"What happened?" her dad asked.

"Jade hit me!" she shouted.

"What? I would never!" I defended myself.

"Jade! Why you did that?" he shouted at me.

"I did not! I swear!"

"You did it, because I cheated on you two months ago!" she shouted at me.

"I will never use violence to solve a problem!" I shouted back, "you don't even have a bruise!"

"I do! I'm extremely sensitive!" She lifted her shirt, there was indeed a bruise, but it was almost green, it means that it was old.

"It's green it means it's old" I pointed.

"Ye-yeah, from the last time you hit me!" she shouted and a bunch of 'oos' sounded.

"I've never hit you Catherine!" I told her, it was true.

"Are you calling me a liar?!" she shouted, "my bruised skin differs!" she got up and pushed me. Pushed me. Okay, calm down.

"It wasn't me!" 

"Why did you hit my daughter, Silver?!" Mr. Fletcher screamed louder.

"I swear I didn't! I'm not violent!" I elevated my voice tone.

"Your karate past differs!" Catherine screamed at me and punched me, I fall to the floor. Dang it, it hurt. Calm down, calm down.

"We shouldn't had accepted yoi in here! You are a menace!" he screamed at me. Calm down.

"I knew you were a heartless monster!" Catherine screamed at me. Jade, keep it cool.

"I can't believe you are famous, you are a bitch!" someone else screamed at me. I shut my eyes, with rage.

"All you do is damage!" Catherine shouted in my ear, "look at how damage it's your family, and it's your fault", it is, everything it's my fault, "merciless bitch!" she screamed in my ear.

Suddenly, my calm was replaced with hate, towards myself. A mysterious feeling in my heart travels through my veins, and I'm slapping Catherine's cheek. It felt good, it was recomforting, letting all out. Having no strings at all. I'm gonna do it over again until this unknown force it's over. Until I'm back to the good Jade. Or maybe not. If I'm a merciless bitch. I'm gonna be the merciless bitch. Now, I'm blinded by the rage, and there it's not turning back.

End of flashback.

That was the day it was released, the day when all myself changed. The day when that monster started to live inside me. I make it to the coffee maker, the twins are in there, as soon as they see me they ran to the other office. I start to drink like crazy, I go to the back of the dojo and punch a boxing bag, I let it all out, my knuckles have blood, but I'm not sure if it's mine. I go back to the office for more coffee, I drink, and drink. Coffee calms me down, but I guess this time needs more time to do it, I need more.

Tory's POV:

I let out a hard sigh, I was holding my breath unconsciously. Jade just hurt me? I thought she liked me.

"Tory, can we have a talk in my office?" I heard sensei Silver tell me.

I opened my eyes and searched for Jade, she wasn't here, but I heard hard punches in the back of the dojo, I wasn't gonna go and check.

I noticed where I was, the mat was full of blood, Aisha's now-unconscious body was in there, completely beaten up. I felt bad for her.

Something hurt, it was the back of my shoulder, Jade used her collar as a gun, like I did with my bracelet, I did that when I was in my rage stage, but, I was in the middle of a fight and I desperate.

But, in this case, she did it just because I punched her, I got completely frozen, and she hurt me, and she did it for pleasure, like when Aisha cried out in pain, that smile she had in her face, pure satisfaction of hurting others.

She has always been like that? I was blinded with desire?

"Tory?" Sensei Silver's voice dragged me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I asked completely plain.

"Can I talk with you?" he told me and I nodded.

We headed to the office, and my shoulder was hurting horribly.

When we entered, Jade was in there, drinking coffee like a crazy lady, there were like 15 plastic cups in the floor, totally empty.

Couldn't she use the same cup? Later, I noticed that they were all broken.

She hadn't noticed us, she was backwards.

"I need more, more" she mumbled, pouring more coffee in the already filled cup.

I don't know how to classify this, mental breakdown? Coffee addiction? Psychopathy? All the above?

Sensei Silver coughed loud, Jade turned around, at least now her eyes were brown, maybe it was excess of caffeine.

She finished the cup and squeeze it, now I understand why they were all broken, she looked directly at me, her eyes started to turn honey, she walked slowly to me.

"Tory..." she said with a broken voice, "I'm so sorry" she almost whispered, but it wasn't like the last times, when she did it in a disturbing and sick way, because this was my Jade.

"Guess we'll talk later," Sensei Silver said and left the office.

"Tory... forgive me..." she had such a broken voice, now her eyes were full of tears, "please..." she stared at me with her beautiful intense honey eyes, "I'm so sorry..." she was sobbing, she tried to get closer, but I took a step back, "I wasn't in my five senses..." she sobbed once more, clearly hurt by the fact that I walked away.

"Jade, I know that" I told her, "but you hurt me"

"It wasn't my intention, Tory..." she mumbled, "I can't control myself when she shows up" she? "yes, she, the other Jade" she sighed and removed the tears from her eyes, "it may sound crazy, but I can't lie to you" she told me, "that thing that you saw out there, wasn't me"

"What do you mean?"

"It's a monster" she sobbed, "it's my 'full awaken snake', or that's how we call it" she cried a little more, "it's a merciless monster, it's all the demons that live inside me, it's a heartless creature, a sadistic beast" she looked at me with hazel eyes, "it's me, without control of my emotions," and with that she fell to the floor, turning into a sobbing mess.

"It's okay, Jade," I tried to console her.

"It's not okay, Tory" she told me, "you can't be with a monster like me... I just hurt you, for god's sake!" she sobbed, "I'm screwed up" she let out a loud sob, "I'm not worth it" she cried again, "I'm not worth it to be with you" that's it I'm not allowing this anymore.

"Jade, you are incredible" I sit on the floor by her side, "anyone would be lucky to be with you"

"I'll try to change..." she looked at me with gold eyes, "just, please..." she paused, "don't leave me..."

"Never" I told her, and I kissed her.

"Tory, I love you" she told me, and my heart just stopped beating, she hugged me, I could feel how her stress was laving her body.

She smiled at me, "you are the only one that I really want" I smiled at her.

"I never heard that before" she had a sad smile, I kissed her again. I'm not leaving her side.

Postscript:

Songs: 365 Days by Leon Thomas III and Lose Yourself by Eminem.