How People Change
"Once upon a time, which translates into a year or two back, I met this person.
I was admired by them. They were amazing, how unique, how bold, how friendly they are. They had stories that were rare within the fandom! They had stories that you thought you never find in that fandom because of how much they focus on more major characters! They had great characters, and were actually fun! They never complained they were carefree!
I talked with that person, after a small pep talk on possible outcomes of their canon/oc story. I checked out their RPs, and after a conversation and conversation, character after character, we were deadlock friends.
Back then, I didn't care about mistakes in cliched stories, or mary sues, or any of that, I just came here for reading stories of my favorite characters and shows!
Funny, because as time consumed, writers change. Become more critical, more judgemental that they forget the true enjoyment of writing!
That's... What happened to me as a year went by.
Meanwhile, remember that person I admired? They changed too. Slowly, real subtle, but later it was evident. I don't know what happened to them, but they seemed to become more pessimistic, more moody, less creative...
They seemed to treat everyone like... I do not know how to describe that.
Then a castratophe came, at least that was what they claimed. It was the last straw, for then they had more negativity, more unstable.
I realized by then that... Now they became arrogant. They didn't care yes, but they didn't care how they treated others. They started to claim that before anything they are a jerk, and so people shouldn't judge them for that.
I say no. I realized that it was wrong, for people aren't going to retaliate nicely. It's wrong to claim something that you can restrain, that you can control.
Now, what was the definition of friendship?
To me, is when you will do anything for them no matter what.
Sadly, I was never in a position where they would defend me or sacrifice something to the point that I will cherish. No, because that never happened.
But then, if someone questions if you were their friend, wouldn't you say yes? Wouldn't you say, "Yes I am" even after they just insulted you?
Because if you claim that you don't care, then you don't know what friendship is. You don't know what it means to feel pain from your friend when THEY feel it.
It didn't mean anything to you"
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Been awhile since I did a scribble story!
I though of dropping this off, because as an Aquarius, I truly actually believe in loyalty and friendship to the point that it affects me as much as I hate it.
And sometimes it gets to the point of jealousy.
You know, it makes me wonder...
What do you guys think of friendship?
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