"Yo, Abs!" I called out, breaking the silence. "I think Sas's in Sri Lanka."

"What?" Abs' ears perked up when he heard her name. He peered behind my shoulders to take a peek at the Instagram photo on my screen for a few seconds before slumping back to the couch. "Screw it! I hope they die."

Realising that showing the photo just repelled him, I quickly withdrew my phone and pressed the power button to shut the screen off. I like the fact that they both broke up, but seeing him unable to move on hurts me too.

"Look, I hate to break this to you but this ain't worth it? You can't be living like this forever," I counselled him. "There were too many talks going on that she's been using you. Have you not considered dating someone else?"

'Have you not considered me?' I said quietly to myself.

"Saskia was my every bliss," he sighed, lying down on the couch sideways and resting his head against the arm rest, gave a long pause before he continued, "She's amazing, ZJ. You won't understand because you are girl. I like her gliding when on top..."

His voice trailed off. I turned to face him and watched him holding his tears back trying hard not to whimper. I know Saskia, she was one of the girls in our dodgeball team. I concurred that she is pretty, that bubble bum and waistline makes her truly a dime. But we (the girl players) never like her because the truth is, she's a very autocratic, pretentious, self-absorbed bitch. She would make the team score and claimed it's on her but not the team effort. Obviously she dated Abs because he was the star player, it would live up to her standards.

Abs was being delusional from her fake affection. They only dated for 10 months but Abs bragged like they've been together for years. It was an obvious one-sided relationship and it was toxic. They had a relationship scorecard with Abs at the losing end and Saskia held the relationship hostage with numerous emotional blackmail and created tons of unnecessary drama in their life.

She never gives a damn about his decisions, she wants no parts of it. Whenever Abs threw a temper on her, she'd either threaten to file a harassment report on him or they would be getting it on. She'd show off to people that she could afford Abs like getting him that fancy designer sports gear flex it on Instagram while he sees her as a caring and supporting girlfriend.

After a couple months Saskia joined University of Otago, she Twittered her break up with Abs and found new love for Theo James doppelganger. It was obvious that Theo James dupe owns a yacht, rich enough to finance her for eternity. It was a huge relief for me but Abs was left devastated since the breakup announcement was made without his prior knowledge.

"Does it occur to you that I am also there when you were at your utmost vulnerable?" I reminded him, trying to be Saskia's equal. "I have put up with your hothead, stubborn, self-centered narcissism long before she existed. I was there by your side when you were determined to end your life after she left. So what am I to you?"

Abs downcasted his soft gaze at me. "Yeah, you're right, babe. How the hell didn't I see this? Saskia can go to hell. You are actually an important part of my life that I failed to see. Cheers, ZJ. I love you."