"you said what?!"

"Ukai told us Hinata is in hospital"

"What the hell did he do?!"

"Coach wouldn't say anything else... but we can see him today because we're going back to Miyagi"

"Ok"

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Late last night at around 2:00am Yua had called an ambulance to save Hinata from overdose and blood loss.

The paramedics had to physically pry Yua off Hianta's body because she was in so much shock she wouldn't let go of his T-shirt. It was honestly such a heartbreaking scene for anyone who witnessed the distraught girl.

You could tell she cared deeply for Hinata.

Due to this factor, she was allowed to ride in the same ambulance as him on the way to the nearest hospital. She held his hand the entire way until she was forced to let go once again.

Yua never stopped crying. The whole of his lifesaving surgery was spent with her silently sobbing into the arms of a kind nurse. She tried her best to reassure Yua but nothing seemed to work; she was constantly begging to see Hinata and by the end of it her eyes were extremely sore and her face was beet red.

"Yua Ito" the receptionist voice called out. Instantly catching the pink haired girl's attention. She wiped away the excess tears from the corner of her eyes and bounced over to the desk "yes! Yes!?"

"You're free to see Hinata Shōyō now, room*** corridor ***" The receptionist smiled warmly as Yua bowed repeatedly and sprinted to go find the room.

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Yua cautiously walked up to the door while panting. She had ran up several flights of stairs to get to her friends room.

Before opening the white washed door, Yua took a deep breath and mentally prepared herself for the state Hinata would be in.

'𝑜𝑘...𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠'

Yua wiped the last bits of dampness from her cheeks with a balled fist and put on a brave smile. She peaked slightly through the door, Hinata small frame coming clearly into view.

Hinata was dressed in a normal hospital gown. His arms were tightly bandaged and he had an IV attached to his arm, along with an oxygen mask to support his breathing.

Yua's breath hitched in her throat when Hinata's clouded brown eyes slowly opened "h-hey Hinata... how are you feeling?" Yua stuttered, placing her hand atop Hinata's own.

The blacks and white haired male squinted his eyes and retracted his bony hand. He let out a deep breath into the oxygen mask; filling it with steam as he spoke "why..."

Yua tilted her head sadly "why what?" She questioned with a sympathetic smile. Hinata hated the pity of others.

"Why can't you let me die" Hinata whispered, fists clenched as his breathing started to quicken. The heart monitor started to beep faster as his heart rate sped up, giving the room an uncomfortable atmosphere.

Yua noticed his quickening breathes and concluded it to be a panic attack. Acting quickly she pushed herself on the bed and began cradling Hianta's head in her chest.

She began rocking them both back and forth while playing with the males hair. Yua used her other hand to gently rub comforting circles into his back "shhhh" she whispered while nuzzling her nose into his hair.

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Everyone had collectively decided that they would see Hinata in hospital. As much as Ukai opposed to the idea, there was really no stopping them. Eapecually since Ukai wouldn't tell them what was going on.

They were too stubborn.

Both Nekoma, Fukurōdani, Aoba Johsai and Kamomedai high decided to see the tangerine, since a lot of them had feelings for him too.

As of right now, everyone was currently standing outside of the designated hospital. Upon seeing the massive horde of boys, the receptionist almost had a heart attack.

"Y-yes, how can I help you?" The women asked, hands slightly trembling under all the intense eyes "Shōyō Hinata" Sugawara spoke up, never breaking eye contact with the lady "r-room ***, corridor ***"

With that they all sped off to go find the room.

Eventually the several teams made it to Hinata's room. They were pretty much blocking the whole hallway so some of them decided to wait in the cafeteria until the others were finished.

The first to knock on the door were Kenma, Bokuto, Kuroo and Tsukki.

A feminine voice called out from inside, granting them permission to enter. Bokuto slowly creaked open the door, peering his head into the small white room.

His eyes widened once he caught sight of Hinata sleeping on a pink haired girl's lap. He didn't know what to say, so he simply moved to the side to let the others in.

Tsukki was the first to push past the other males, narrowing his eyes threateningly at the unidentified girl "who are you?" The blonde hissed in a whispering tone, not wanting to wake... Hinata?...

'𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡... 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑎'
'𝑤𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡'𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚'

Yua felt a little threatened by the boys and gently waved her hands in the air "s-sorry, I'm Yua Ito friend of Hinata's" she reassured the salty male, smiling awkwardly at them.

They stared in astonishment at the teen who was now confirmed to be Hinata. However, at the same time it really wasn't the sunshine they remembered.

Hinata's cheeks were pale and shallow, bony arms covered with slightly stained bandages wrapped around his wrists. Not to mention the change of hair colour.

Hinata looked almost skeletal.

He looked awful.

The boys felt a deep sorrow fill them as they stared at their love interest with sympathetic eyes. His sleeping figure looked so peaceful, much different from his current state. It made them want to protect him even more.

Taking advantage of the sleeping teen, Kenma decided to speak up and ask Yua a few questions; "Soo... Yua right?" Kenma questioned, resisting the urge to rip away Hinata from her grasp.

She tore her eyes away from his sleeping figure and shook her head as a sign of confirmation.

"What happened to Shōyō?" The pudding head restored rather bluntly, asking the question all of them were thinking.

Yua seemed to be in deep thought about it for a minute. She placed a hand on her chin and looked out the window while humming. She came to the conclusion that it wouldn't be any harm to tell the boys.

"He tried to commit suicide"

'𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙡𝙚𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨 シ