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𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐃, 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄. 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒.

'You love Aj...and John' My heart continued to repeat as if it were a broken record.

Sometimes I fucking hate that it had to be those two to save me, it leaves me screaming inside almost loud as a bomb.

They were the apple of my eye and I believe that may be the reason Ghost kept me away from John and Aaron for so long, he knew if either of them got their hands on me, he wouldn't be able to keep up.

I cuddled into my cold pillow with the sunlight of the Hollywood hills illuminating through the sheer curtains of my home.

I wanted to be on-chill with both of them. I wanted them to play this game with me, but that was just it love isn't to be toyed with...love isn't a game.

And here I was learning this the hard way that love kills, love hurts and that love was an excruciating yet enticing pain.

All these years I build up an iron wall because I didn't want to fuck with love only to fall in love.

I continued to cry not even bothered by the sounds of my front door opening and closing, it was either John or Aaron, usually, I'd get pissed off with them for acting like this with me and not talk to them for a few days.

But I couldn't get them off my mind.

I felt the bed sink down beside me, seeing it was John sitting beside my curved legs that were postured in a fetal position.

He began to wipe my eyes slowly with the pads of his thumbs before kissing my forehead.

"Jade, it's fine. I just talked to Aj and he's on his way." John said making me turn over in the opposite direction, though I was in a state of a thousand emotions, he had still pissed me off.

"I don't want to talk to either of you." I scoffed

"Jade, you can't be upset with someone for telling the truth." John said making me turn over and lean up before snapping "Oh, so you're on his side, it's the truth?"

"Jade, you have got to grow up." He sighed making me rise out of my bed and make my way downstairs to my kitchen in nothing but a tank top and panties with John following.

I wish they'd grow the fuck up, because maybe if it wasn't so easy to get into their pants we wouldn't be in this situation.

I grabbed my bottle of tequila and sat on my kitchen counter beginning to drink straight from the bottle with sadness turned anger running through my veins.

"Jade! Baby-" John began to try and contest before I began bringing the bottle from my lips with a sarcastic laugh.

"I'm not your baby and I'm not Aaron's." I seethed as Aaron walked through the door with an unreadable expression.

"Great! We all gonna sing hems together now." I said lifting myself from the counter as I could see I had pissed John off and Aj was annoyed with me.

"Jade, what's wrong with you?" Aaron asked emotionlessly

"I'm great. What's wrong with you?" I asked tauntingly

Aaron did nothing but give a pursed-lipped smile before he looked at John and said "I have to get with Jake, Jesse, and Jonah; And you have to meet with G. We don't have time for this love triangle 4th-grade bull."

"Then get the fuck out!" I retorted making anger flood through his body more than it already was before he said "Yeah, and when I do, don't call me anymore unless it pertains to business."

"Yeah, you sure?" I taunted

"Positive." He remarked through gritted teeth

"You know something, I hate you both. You guys did this shit to me, you two are manipulative as hell."

"You know your mouth makes it easy for someone to leave you." John then said with glossy eyes and a clenched jaw

"Yeah, the mouth you two are always beginning for." I rebutted

Aaron did nothing but let off an angered laugh "I don't have time for this shit. I do have shit to get done. But, if you hate me guess what I don't give a fuck...I don't, not anymore."

"You say it as if you don't know other dick is free and a lot more emotionless." I rolled my eyes lifting myself off of my kitchen island as John and Aaron sent me furious gazes.

I looked between both of them with infuriated looks before Aaron said "That is philosophy coming from the woman that fucked me and my best friend."

"Well, you and your best friend are easy to fuck." I yelled now angrier than I had been in a while

"Yeah, and you would know that." John spoke up making me turn to him and shout "Why the fuck are you talking? I could have you on your knees right now for me like a cute little puppy."

"And frat boy, you're such a sappy lover boy," I said taking another swig of this tequila

John and Aaron were now speechless with hurt expressions and glossy eyes before I said "You two are like two annoying little bitches."

And that's when I knew I hit both of their buttons. Before I knew it John had walked over towering over me before saying "Jade, what did you just say to me?"

I lifted on my tiptoes to heighten my 5'6 frame and said "I said you and Aj are like two annoying little bitches."

"Let me tell you something..." He said menacingly making me back down from him as my back softly touched the wall and he was not even a full two inches away from my face.

"I'm a grown-ass man don't even refer to me as a bitch, don't ever say that shit to me again, because I'd never call you a bitch." He yelled angrily making my heart begin to beat faster with my anger turning into fear

Seeing my expression his eyes began to soften and he backed up before storming out of my house. I then looked over at Aaron who had silent tears scrolling from his now dark blue eyes before he nodded as if he was coming to a conclusion with things.

"Sappy lover boy and an annoying bitch? Maybe those were the words I needed to hear from you." He said wiping his eyes before making his way out shutting the door behind him.

I began to slide down the wall my back was pressed to and let my walls crash down.

I had hurt both of their feelings more than I have ever, let alone how I pissed them off to their heights that nobody dared to cross.

I brought my knees closer to my chest and wrapped my arms around them as I began to shakily cry now feeling the aftershock of this argument.

Why can't I shut up sometimes?

A/N: Welll😭😭🤚🏽 How do you guys feel about Jade's toxic ways? How do you guys feel about her going off on John simply because he was trying to help? How do you guys feel about Jade throwing low blows at both Aj and John? What are your thoughts on John getting PISSED with her? Also, Jade made both of them cry😑

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