~~~~ 3 weeks later~~~~

Hannah

A lot of things have happened during these 3 weeks. It's better between me and Jack. But one thing is making me annoyed at him. Whenever we are together it's like he is hiding something. I didn't think about it too much the first time. But the more time we spent together, the more suspicious I get.

For example, last Saturday when we were in his house we watched a movie and cuddled on his couch, he got a message and he immediately turned the phone upside down. I asked him why he did that but he said that it wasn't anything special.

Or on Wednesday during the same week. We were in his house, cooking some dinner and we had a great time together. But during that evening, someone called him and he walked away, and he talked to the other person on the other side of the phone for like 1 hour.

I want to ask him what it is and that I can see that something is going on. But I'm not sure if he is hiding something behind my back. Maybe I'm just overreacting or overthinking.

And I'm also haven't heard anything from Shawn. After the night when Shawn and I were talking, I haven't heard anything from him. I have tried to call him, but he hasn't answered or he just ended the call. I don't understand, have I done something wrong? Is he mad at me?

I don't even know if he still is here in London or if he took a flight back to Toronto. And to be honest, I really miss him.

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I stood in front of the mirror, looking at myself and admiring the dress I'm wearing.

"Can I have this?" I asked and looked at Jack through the mirror. He buttoned the last button on his shirt before he looked up at me and he smiled and walked up to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder and smiled widely. "Of course you can" he kissed me on my cheek and rubbed his hand against my arm.

"Common. Chop chop" he said and clapped his hands "We have a party to fix" "Yes, I'm coming" he closed the door behind him and started to prepare everything.

I looked at myself in the mirror one last time before I walked out to help him prepare everything before all the guests arrive. "Should I do anything?" I ask and his back was facing me and I could see that he looked down on his phone and texted someone and he ignored my question. "Jack?" but he ignored me this time as well. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his torso "Who are you texting all the time? Huh?" I kissed his back "Uh, no one" he said and shoved his phone in his back pocket and turned around. "Do you wanna help me?" he wrapped his arms around my body "Yeah" He peaked my lips and smiled widely.
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The party is going pretty well and it looks like everyone is having a great time. I and Anna is standing on the balcony and looked down on everyone at the party. "So tell me," Anna said and took a sip from her drink "How is Jack?" "Well," I said and turned around, resting my elbows on the balcony railing "he is good" "Just good?" Anna raised one eyebrow.

"Yeah. Or I don't know" I rubbed my hand against my palm "Tell me, Hannah. I can see that it is something" "I just miss Shawn okay? I wish that he was here and I think that Jack is hiding something for me"

"What do you mean? What is Jack hiding from you?" "I don't know," I said and turned around again. "Maybe I'm just overthinking but it feels like he is cheating on me" Anna was just going to say something when two arms wrapped around my waist from behind, which caused me to jump. "Hey, babe. Are you having a great time?" He asked against my cheek and kissing my neck.

"Yeah" I turned around in his arms and cupped his cheeks and peaked his lips. "Do you ladies want a new drink?" "Yes, please! I can take one" Anna said and handed her glass to Jack. "Me too"

He took my glass from my hand, kissing me one more time before he left.

Anna gave me a look that said that I should continue to talk "Whenever we are together and he gets a message, he always turns around the phone so I won't see the display. Or when someone is calling he is talking for like 1 hour and every time I ask who it was he just says that is was no one special" I ran my hand through my hair "I don't know Anna. Maybe I'm just overreacting. And I just want Shawn to be here"

"Aww Hunny," she said and pulled me in for a hug "Just talk to him. Okey?" she pulled away and cupped my cheeks "It will all be alright. I promise that it isn't anything"

A few hours later there was plenty of people in his house. The music was loud and it felt like the floor was bumping under my feet. I have been with Anna all this time and I haven't seen Jack a lot. I have had a few drinks and I started to be kinda tipsy and I missed Jack.

"I'm just gonna find Jack" Anna just nodded and started to dance again. I looked around the house, inside and on the outside. But he was nowhere to be seen. I asked a few people if they had seen him but they just said no. And I continued to look after him "You are Hannah, Jack's girlfriend, right?" A girl asked, "Yeah, do you know where he is?"

"I think he went upstairs in the sauna," she said and walked away "The sauna?" I asked myself and went upstairs. I walked into the bathroom and saw him sitting there in the sauna with a girl. Touching her. Kissing her.

I knew it. I had a feeling that this would happen. I just stood there, looking at them. Him having one hand on her waist and his other hand cupping her cheek. I knocked on the fogged glassdoor which caused them to flinch and look at me. "Fuck you, Jack. Fuck you!" I said and pointed my fingers at him and rushed down the stairs.

"Hannah!" Jack called behind me. Running after me on the stairs while he put on his shirt back on. "No" "Hannah. Common" "No!" I said a bit louder. "Hannah, please. It wasn't as it looked like" I ignore him "Wait" he said and grabbed my wrist but I toured my wrist away. "You are fucking disgusting" "Sweetheart, It wasn't-" I didn't let him finish "You are so pathetic!" He tried to grab my hand but I took up my hands in front of me "You are an obnoxious little loser. Who the hell do you think you are? This, you and me" I shook my head "A big fucking waste of time. This was a mistake"

"Wha-" "Shut up!" I yelled and walked away from him, out of his house. He yelled after my name but I ignored him. I walked out to his garden following me and continue to yell after me. "Stay away from her!" I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned around and saw Shawn stoping Jack.

Shawn

"Don't tell me what to do!" he yelled in my face "Don't fucking yell at me" I said between his teeth "Why are you running after her? What did you do to make her like this" I pointed in the direction where I saw Hannah, Jack tried to go away from me but I blocked his way? "I asked you a question. What did you do to make her like this?!"

"I made out with a girl. And so what? You do that all the time! Don't you think that I know what you are doing? You are using one girl for one week. And then you use another girl for another week! You paying to be with girls. Do you know how fucked up that is!" he furrowed his eyebrows "You don't know anything about me and don't fucking touch her ever again!" And just as I know it, I laid on the ground with Jack over me, holding my arms pressed against the ground in a tight grip.

"Are you going to force me?!" he yelled at me, and his face almost turned red "Let go of me!"

We were surrounded by almost everyone at the party "Do you think that you are better than me? Huh?!" he yelled in my face and I tried to get out of his grip. He cursed in my face and I saw an empty wine bottle on the ground that was close to me. I grabbed it and smashed it in his head and he fell to the ground beside me. I got up on my legs and gave him a death glare "Fuck you!" he yelled at me and stood up. "Fuck you all!" he yelled and pointed at everyone and walked away.

I looked behind me but Hannah was nowhere to be seen. I walked to the street trying to look after her. But then I remember where she may be.
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I had right. There she was, on the bench looking out of the view. I took off my jacket and placed it over her shoulders and sat down beside her. "Hey," I said and pulled her close to me "Hey" he wiped off the tears from her eyes "How are you feeling?" "I don't know" she shrugged "Weird I guess"

I nodded my head and then she spoke up again. "How did you know that Jack had a party?" she looked at me and tugged her hair behind her ear. "Your friend texted me on Instagram" "Typical Anna" I giggled and shook my head.

"Thanks by the way" I looked up at him and he cupped my cheek "No problem. I'll do anything for you" I stroke my thumb over her cheek and she gave me a warm smile. "I know that this will be inappropriate but, I really like you. I really do"

My eyes traveled down to her lips and closed the gap between us. I could feel her smile against my lips, cupping my cheeks, and pulled away. I rested my forehead against hers. "Shawn we can't. The contract. Remember?"

"Screw that contract. I want to be with you and only you and no one can stop me" I said before I smashed my lips against hers.

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Okay, I don't know about this part tbh. It wasn't as good as it was in my head. Sorry about that