Sorry if there are any misspellings and grammatical errors. I'm trying to work on that
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Shawn
"This is our home," I said opening the door and let her in. "Woah, this is amazing" she said and walked to the center of the apartment and looked out at the view. "I have always wanted to have an apartment with the view of the whole Toronto" she looked at me with a big smile "Yeah, I know. That's why we bought this apartment" I forced a smile on my lips. I can't really smile right now since my wife is standing in our apartment and don't remember me.

"Let me show you where you are going to sleep" I walked past her and into the bedroom.

"Oh wow, but are, uh, are you" she looked at me a little bit confused and her eyebrows were furrowed. And I fast realized what she meant. "Oh, no-no. I'm sleeping at the couch" I shook my head and pointed to the living room behind me.

I walked into the bedroom and took my pillow and a blanket from the closet. "The bathroom is over there" I pointed at the door in front of the bedroom. "And you know where the kitchen and living room are"

It felt weird. I never act like this. But now, everything is different. And it's probably always gonna be like this. Which I don't hope. I want her to remember me. I want her to remember everything again. I wish that I could do something to help her remember everything. I will try my best but it will take a long time, and I differently need help from my friends.

I want everything to be normal again. I want her to talk to me about her day at work, or what she had painted. I want her to hug me when I am stressed over music and tell me that everything is going to be alright. I want her sitting on the couch or cooking dinner while waiting for me to come home from the studio. I want her to kiss me. I want her to wait for me at the airport when I have a few days off of the tours.

*Flashback*
We have now been away from each other for 3 months and now we are finally going to spend some days with each other. I wish that Harper could be with me during the tour but she has a lot right now at her work so she couldn't follow me on tour.

I walked in the aisle with all the people that were on my flight. I had this grin on my face because in any second I'm going to see Harper. All the people that walked in the aisle probably thought that I was smiling at them.

I walked through the push doors and it was a big crowd of people. Some of them were waiting for their partner and when they saw each other they run-up to each other and kissed. Some were waiting for their friend and some were waiting for their family member.

But I couldn't find Harper. I stood on my tippy toes to see if I could find her in the crowd but I didn't. I continued to walk, maybe she wasn't here yet?

I heard someone call out my name from behind. I turned around and hit the person on their shin with my suitcase. "Oh shit. How did it go?" I bent down and saw that the person I hit was Harper. "Harper?" she wrapped her hands around her shin and tried to not curse. "I can't understand that we missed our romantic meeting at the airport"

"It's an okay darling" I placed a hand on her shoulder and she looked up at me. I pulled her closer to me and cupped her left cheek. "At least you were here to pick me up. I thought that you were waiting for meant the parking lot" I peaked her lips.

"But I had planned everything. I even made a sign" She searched for her sign in her bag and then showed it to me 'The worlds most handsome sing-songwriter'

"This was supposed to be a big part of our relationship. One of those when you can look back to this moment and think 'Oh, do you remember one of the times I picked you up at the airport. When I ran up to you and throw myself on you so you almost lost your balance' I want to be that kind of moment"

"This is a moment we can look back to" I smiled down at her and pulled her closer to my body. "I have missed you" I whispered and I was just going to kiss her when she pulled away. "Nope, this doesn't work" she shook her head "You need to go back" "Go back?" "To the doors. And then I'll do what I have planned to do. Which was to hold up the sign, and then run up to you and we'll kiss and get a proper start at your day-offs" I just looked at her confused. "Are you serious?" I raised one eyebrow and grinned. "It will be worth it. Trust me"

It took me a few seconds to see that she wasn't joking. She was 100% serious. I took my suitcase and walked back to the push doors and Harper walked back to where she came from. When I was at the doors I turned around towards her, she ducked under the band that stops the people that is waiting to just walk forward. "Shawn I'm here" she held the sign over her head and jumped a little up and down. I smiled at how childish she can be but at the same time very cute and charming.

She dropped the sign and started to run towards me. And this time I didn't hit her with my bag. I let go of my suit are so it fell to the ground and cached her in the air. Her legs hooked around my torso and her arms wrapped around my neck.

And our kiss was like it was taken straight out of a movie. Intensive, with happiness and none of us didn't think about if we had bad breath. While we kissed everything around us disappeared. The sound, all the people, the bags. The only thing that existed at that moment was us two.

When we pulled away from the kiss I didn't let her down to the floor. "So what have you planned for us today?"

"Well, first I drive us home, then maybe a little bit of nakedness, then I am going to make dinner, then cuddling in front of a movie and then more nakedness" she smiled and pressed her lips against mine and I couldn't help to not smirk. "What about we take away everything else except for the nakedness?" I smirked against her lips.

"Works for me," she said with a low voice before I let her down on her feet again.

*End of flashback*

Harper
This feels weird. To be in an apartment that I have spent 7 years in, with a man that I don't remember. Who says that we are married. Which I don't remember as well. The last thing I remember was that I was together with Philip at high school and then it's black. I don't remember anything after high school.

I have a wedding ring around my finger and Shawn has one as well. But this doesn't make any sense, if I was married to him I would have remembered it right?

And I can see it on Shawn that he is heartbroken. And I want to remember him, I want to remember everything that has happened in my life after high school.

I walked out of the shower and wrapped one towel around my body. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath before I walked out of the bathroom and was met by the smell of food.

I walked into the bedroom to put on some fresh clothes before I headed to the kitchen. I heard him singing and I just needed to halt at one corner to hear him sing.

I smiled to myself when I heard his soft voice sing the lyric to 'All I Want by Kodaline' I didn't want to interrupt him, I just wanted to stay there and listen to him singing. I somehow hit my elbow in the wall behind me which made Shawn stop sinning.

I heard footsteps approaching me and then he stood there, I could see all his sadness in his eyes but he tried to hide it with a smile on his lips. He stood there with a pot of pasta and stirred around with a plastic spoon in his other hand.

"I hope you are hungry cause the dinner is ready"

During the dinner, I asked him as many questions popped up in my head. And he tried to answer them as well as he could so I wouldn't get confused.

"D-do you, or I mean do we have photo albums or a box with photos?" I corrected myself and looked at him while he took away the plates from the table. "Yes, we have a lot of photos in a box that is standing in the bookshelf" he pointed at the bookshelf in the living room and then walked to the kitchen to clean everything up.

I walked to the bookshelf and took the only box that I saw.

I walked back to the kitchen table and poured out all of the photos and sat on top of the table. There were a lot of pictures on me and Shawn, me Shawn and friends, me and friends and a few travel pictures and all of them were taken with a polaroid camera.

I took up a few photos and looked at them. Trying to remember when we took the pictures and who the persons in the picture are.

"That was in our prom night. Your sister took it" Shawn said behind me and pointed at one of the pictures in my hand. "And who are they?" I asked and showed him a picture. "That's my family. We took that picture on Christmas eve 2 years ago. In my family, we have a tradition that mum every year by pajamas to all of us in my family. So everyone has the exact same pajamas and then she takes a family picture when we have them on. And that Christmas she bought you a pajamas as well"

I smiled at how he sounded when he talked about his family. I can really hear when he talks about his family that he love them over everything.

"And we took this picture on our first trip together" he pointed at one picture on the table. I took it and looked at it, trying to remember that trip.

It was a picture of me and Shawn sitting on a 'Jump on- jump off' bus probably in London. We sat on the top deck, I had my arms wrapped around Shawn's neck, our cheeks were mashed together and we both did a silly face. And on the other picture that was taken at the exact same place I had my head tilted backward -I was probably laughing- and Shawn looked at me with love in his eyes.

"There's a lot to take in" I said and dropped the pictures on the table. "How will I manage to remember all of this?" I looked over at him and he gave me a weak smile. "We'll help each other"

I was thinking that maybe in a few chapters I'll do flashbacks of how their life was before the accident. What do you think? Comment down below!